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Second-hand suicide
I think i have this thing called "second-hand suicide" Its when you wanna die but your too scared to do it yourself so you let someone or something else do it for you, like letting nature take its course I just want nature to take me so that way my parents or my friends don't have to feel like they could've changed something I may have lost my will to live but i refuse to be the reason someone else loses theirs
I sometimes feel like I'm being held hostage by the expectations people have for me, and I know that's a cruel feeling to have towards people who have nothing but love and acceptance to offer but, god... I kind of resent it sometimes? I just wanna leave, I don't want to make anybody feel bad. reply
