Hey this random girl needs some advice

Hi, thank you for lending me some of your time. Well, it's actually nothing to be honest. So i have a male friend and truth to be told, he's like 25 and I'm like almost a decade younger(i know, it's pretty sus). I do like being his friend, but when i rethink of our age gap, it always feels out of place. And the fact that we're so close we sometimes share our own k*nks you know (omg this feels sooo gross I'm so sorry). So he knows I'm not innocent at all. (I regretted revealing it). So one day, he eventually asked me about adult things and idk why, it felt soo uncomfortable. Like you know, if i talk to my girl friends about the same thing, it feels absolutely normal. And you know, i told him that i don't like to talk about this thing since I'm still a minor. And he was like "But you're not even innocent you know," and it felt really alarmed. And now, idk what to do. Should i just break it or what? I love to be his friend but it feels really awkward talking to him. We have shared many things together, we played together, we talked about our favourites, our daily life, we're BFFs. But now, idk. it suddenly felt like he's a pedo but i know he's not ARGHHHH...

Thank you for sparing me your time reading this. I love you