Have you ever gave up on explaining something?

Is it just me? I mean sometimes i blame myself for being like that. Cuz other people always blame me and telling me stuffs like why are you always like that? Can you just do this properly? Like i know this is deep shit but honestly i wanna know if people feel the same like when they blame something on you but you wanna explain everything and the realizing that they won't even try listening so you just stop explaining shits until you finally gave up explaining shits