KING_SVKII's Things

I had a whole thing with sh for a while but it was probably more to do with ocd and no impulse control than wanting to die (although I did think that things might be easier for people around me if I wasn’t there, I didn’t actually feel strongly enough about it to be suicidal) I never seriously injured myself ignoring the argument that any amoun......   reply

To start, I suspect I’m neurodivergent, for a number of reasons.. the ones currently relevant being the fact that I get so overwhelmed sometimes it makes me want to spazz the fuck out, sometimes disproportionate to the situation… sometimes my family tries to gaslight me into believing it’s disproportionate also. Anyway, my big brother is a DE......   reply

Forget several days, I regularly stay inside the house for weeks at a time. And even if I do go out, it’s almost never alone or for very long.. aside from occasionally going to the store with my mother, and an annual trip to my best friend’s.. I don’t go anywhere. It’s not just that I have no desire to go anywhere, I’m becoming increasing......   4 reply

TW//Mentions suicidal ideation, self harm, death My family has a history with mental health issues, depression seems to be something I’m genetically weak towards especially, so I can’t say for certain if I’m simply just like this because I always was, or if a mixed pot of different issues that popped up through my life caused the change. I ......   4 reply

I was technically touched as a child. I say technically, because I wasn’t exactly traumatized by it, and I can’t consider that bizarre occurrence the same being molested, despite it definitely being such in every way.. basically, I was hanging with my parents at a friend of theirs’ house in our neighborhood.. I was around seven, and the woma......   2 reply

I’m what you’d call a neet… a hermit, really. I turned twenty a couple months ago, but I haven’t regularly left my house in at least four years, let alone got a job. I am, in fact, extremely averse to being perceived.   reply

Oh I guess this constitutes as a family secret.. I was a really… eccentric kid, and sometimes that was to my detriment.. one time, my mom had to go and get my brother from some event I forget what (I even forgot at the time that that was where she went) and so I was starting to panic since I probably had separation anxiety… and I decided she wa......   reply

I have very little experience to draw comparisons with, as I’ve only used the one I currently use, but typically when I feel that pressure it’s because I was too impatient to relax enough getting it in and so it feels pressed against something. If it’s constant then it might be a sign yours is slightly too big, though.. or maybe you could try......   reply