I had a whole thing with sh for a while but it was probably more to do with ocd and no impulse control than wanting to die (although I did think that things might be easier for people around me if I wasn’t there, I didn’t actually feel strongly enough about it to be suicidal) I never seriously injured myself ignoring the argument that any amoun...... reply
To start, I suspect I’m neurodivergent, for a number of reasons.. the ones currently relevant being the fact that I get so overwhelmed sometimes it makes me want to spazz the fuck out, sometimes disproportionate to the situation… sometimes my family tries to gaslight me into believing it’s disproportionate also. Anyway, my big brother is a DE...... reply
Forget several days, I regularly stay inside the house for weeks at a time. And even if I do go out, it’s almost never alone or for very long.. aside from occasionally going to the store with my mother, and an annual trip to my best friend’s.. I don’t go anywhere. It’s not just that I have no desire to go anywhere, I’m becoming increasing...... 4 reply
TW//Mentions suicidal ideation, self harm, death
My family has a history with mental health issues, depression seems to be something I’m genetically weak towards especially, so I can’t say for certain if I’m simply just like this because I always was, or if a mixed pot of different issues that popped up through my life caused the change. I ...... 4 reply
Wow. Question of the year… I don’t have anything against denji, but I fear this marriage would not end well. Also, I would rather die than live in his universe, which would kind of be necessary for him to be corporeal and therefore marriageable. I would have to decline. 1 reply
I don’t generally feel loneliness, and I do live with my family… however, looking back on how I was when I was younger in comparison to now I am definitely lonely in the objective sense. I don’t talk to my friends, I don’t make new ones, I don’t go outside, let alone spend time with them… and I didn’t feel any kind of way about the on...... 1 reply
Am I. I’ve been picky my entire life, and the rest of my family isn’t at all, except my dad to an extent. My mom has to make alternate dinner for me cause I don’t eat most of the foods she makes herself. More than the actual taste of things, it’s usually the texture or smell that puts me off. To list some things I’d rather starve than eat...... 1 reply
Boy have I. Time and time again I try to explain various things. Just a couple days ago, my older sister and I got into a dispute about childcare of all things… She’s a little short-staffed in the common sense department, and while I have no children and don’t claim to have the most sense at all times… I could tell you with absolute certain...... reply
did song lyrics stuck in head
did read yaoi in public
