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Grief, Guilt, Self-Blaming
It has been 10 or so years since I wanted to end myself. I am currently 20 so you know, I nearly left this world since I was a kid.
Today is the first time in ten years that I felt so miserable, unloved, misunderstood, and blamed to the point I started questioning my existence, my life, and my future.
I started asking myself if I should just run away from this house and end myself so that I could get rid of this miserable feeling. I feel like I am making things difficult for people and shouldn't even feel sad or victimise myself. Maybe I really am a burden and making it difficult for everyone.
I hope that I calm down after seeking comfort and piling my feelings online. I dont think whatever I am going through will be understood and empathised by anyone else.
Bestie, sure, I don't really get the feeling you're experiencing. Because no one knows what the other person is going through unless they experience it themselves.
But I can assure you that I've thought of killing myself for years too
Ik that feeling of just wanting to end everything .
But I know this for sure, I'll miss your existence. I'll miss...... reply
What you're feeling is human feelings, don't feel ashamed of that. Don't do any harm to yourself please, there's so much in life waiting for you, there is people who love and care about you, and there's people who will comfort, help, and be there for you. I understand how you feel, I have depression and often want to end things cause life really do...... reply
Hey there! It's alright to feel bad sometimes. You can feel miserable today, cry it out, and/or let your feelings out here. I hope writing your feelings down helped you clear your mind for a bit. Please don't let go of yourself, yeah? Keep hanging on. reply
stranger, I believe on you and love is the most wonderful feeling in the world! I'm sure You'll find someone, somewhere to empathize with you :) the feelings will pass trust me! 1 reply
