Should I stop reading yaoi mangas??

I meannnnnn...I feel like I SHOULD stop but I just can't seem to stop...I feel like yaoi has been ruining my life but it's like something to help get through the tough times by escaping reality. I think my sisters found out and maybe they are gonna tell my parents and my life will be doomed. Plus I don't really talk to my sisters unless it's urgent so it's pretty hard here. Should I stop all of these and just live like a human being that doesn't know anything about yaoi??