Procrastinating, procrastinating procrastinating, drinking away feelings but end up regretting the next morning, always got my headphones in they're a part of my body lol, battling myself bc I want to be alone but I don't want to be forgotten, vent all my feelings and end up being embarrassed abt it later bc ew I showed emotions other than bubbly ...... 1 reply
Mediocre....imagine an average girl with glasses,neither too enthusiastic nor too moody.I live with my parents since I still go to school.I have no complaints about my life it's calm,peaceful and uneventful.
One thing I really can't stand though is my parents' expectations...see since my brother is a disappointment meaning his grades are low,he's a...... reply
I'm a girl who can't go outside without a parasol and can't eat the same food as everyone else. I'm allergic to the sun and allergic to garlic and onions. I pride myself on being called a vampire because there isn't anything else to pride myself over. I draw every now and again but other than that I really don't have anything else going for me. I'm...... reply
My life is great. I love my job, married the right person, living abroad, learning my fourth language, about to be a MA graduate with honors and lots of people around me that value and support me. I think that being me is great if you are hard-working and positive! reply
Fear, laughter, stress, fun.
It's a weird combination, but my life is one where I have to try balancing both, or else I might actually give in to my demons. I've considered suicide many, many times, as well as running away from home. My mother is mentally & physically abusive and just looking at her wrong can set her off. I live everyday not knowin...... reply
Currently? Fucking stressed. I got waitlisted by a grad school and am still waiting. I am arguably one of the smartest people in my department, but i transferred in with like a 3.3 which is horrible apparently, but i was previously doing a major I hated. All my junior and senior classes are As. It fucking blows. I'm not ready to find a job in the ...... 4 reply
It's tiring. Sometimes there are moments of self-acceptance and peace but mostly I'm always nervous, anxious, tired. I'm very lonely and lost. I want to change myself but it seems I don't have enough strength in me to endure the pain of the process.
Being me, at this point of my life, is very tiring.
I hope somehow things get better. 2 reply
Hmmm. Well. It's somewhat hard to describe. I'm fairly happy, if that's what you're asking. My life is quite busy as well, and that can sometimes be stressful. I live with a chronic illness, so that does take its toll (and has profoundly affected my life) but I've been doing better, and I'm truly blessed in that aspect. Though the pain and fatigue ...... reply
A perfectionist.
If I see something wrong, I will complain about it until someone do something about it.
But only if I have some interest in it.
If not, I won't even notice.
Introvert, you have to convince me that there is something we can do or eat if you want me to go out with you.
Lazy af with things that doesn't interest me.
No Bible reading in...... reply
It's fun and at the same time very lonely to be me, I'm 19 and i usually thought when you get a little older almost out of your teens, all that "depressed thinking" would slowly be gone, be gone in a way i would come over them and move forward, in terms of education, friends ect. I have, but i believe as a person the only difference is i have more ...... 2 reply
