Anyone else weirded out by this?

I've been reading mangas since I was in elementary (Shocking ik). I'm in college now, and I've noticed how much råpe is in a lot of them (ESPECIALLY when it comes to yaoi). Personally, I've read my fair share of mangas containing räpe between the MC and their love intrest and in my eyes, that shit is just not it. Even though it's fictional, it's still weird to me and if that's apart of the story, I just can't read it anymore. Aside from rāpe being morally wrong, it's just not something that makes an enjoyable manga. When a story contains rąpe between the MC and their love intrest, I'm immediately disgusted by the story because that is not love. I love myself some dark romance, but râpe is where I draw the line. The reason I ask this question is because I don't really hear many people talk about it. I was curious on everyone else's thoughts.