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Can i stop being guilty about it?
I've willingly read some nasty stuff (i don't mean yaoi) and i would never, for no matter what, do it again. It haunts me every day and i can't forget it or forgive myself that I've enjoyed reading it. Is there a way to forget? Or maybe i deserve it? I don't think i can bear with this thought any longer and I can't tell anyone about it because i feel like i will disgust them. Also have you ever been in a situation like that?
I am really sorry if there are any mistakes but im not native;;
So long as you are able to keep what's in fiction in fiction, everything is fine to read. Actually, I think you "enjoyed" it only because it was fiction.
My only advice would be to let it slide, and maybe to drown it in fluffy things?
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