What am I?

I been questioning myself lately. I’m not really questioning my sexuality but questioning why I am not? When someone asks me what is my sexuality I never know how to answer because if I say I’m Bl they think I like every boy and girl and question when I don’t like one and if I say I’m straight they question why I get turned on by girls so I just say I don’t know and don’t care. But then they ask me do I like boys? I say yes if there my type and then they ask me if I like girls and I answer yes just like any straight guy when I look at a girl i have my own type and it turns me on. Ironically my type is what I mostly look like I like skinny with a curve not to big but not to small butt and boobs. Then they ask me have I been with a girl and I say so so not a relationship but the girl that made me realize I like girls ironically I don’t even remember her name just what she looks like. They ask me why I don’t get with a girl but I get with so many guys and I answer because I’m needy and I can’t have someone that’s just as needy as me I can be psycho like any girl so I need someone calm and a girl can’t give me that. I like being babied. I like to think that if I find the right girl I would get with them but rn idk. But idk if I would even stay with that girl that’s why I Don’t take the chance to get with one because I want kids my own I want to get pregnant. Sometimes I just wish I cared enough to pick a side but I can’t smh