Idk where else to ask this

<TLDR I’m think I’m asexual but I think my sex drive is too high for that to be the case pls offer possible ideas>
So basically the reason I read Yaoi/yuri is bc I think that like actual genitalia is gross like I’m talking it makes me nauseous (including my own) so I was thinking that I was just asexual yk but like well I’m on here for a reason the only “private part” I can stand looking at is tits (which I love) like dicks coochies booty holes are gross but boobs male and female are chill and idk if I’m just weird or what but like input would be nice (extra info I’m female pansexual and have genetic hormone problems so I’m like super ‘alert’ oh and I’m obviously a virgin)