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Why do I feel like this
Ever since I was a kid I've always feared what the future may hold for me. Cause I never really had a passion to be something. I never admitted this to my parents or anyone I never felt the want or need to be something, rather I want to do nothing at all. As ridiculous as it probably sounds, trust me I really tried changing my way of thinking in life. I tried to create a dream. Everytime the teachers and my parent would ask me what I want to be in the future I would say the same thing I heard my seatmate told during introduction. I was good at some things, I have good grades I rank number 1 academically atleast. I'm part of the Student Council, I can cook, write poems and other stuff. I can learn really fast but somehow the desire to be something I can't quite get it. I feel like I'm being left behind by everyone
you're not alone this is unironically the story of my life. my mom would always say she doesn't care what we do as long as we liked it and when i told her I had no dreams she would actually get really mad at me.
i never understood it and still kinda resent her for it actually like does she think i can just conjure up a passion? that i'm happy i f...... reply
