Hey...I know this doesn't belong here, but I just wanted to get it off my chest... Today was my birthday (where I live, it's already past midnight), and I actually spent the whole day alone, just binge watching something, lying in bed and thinking about my life. I realized once again how lonely I actually am (I know it's my own fault). I don't really have anyone who cares about me, I've always been introverted, shy, hate physical closeness and lately it's gotten even worse. I hardly ever leave my apartment, I eat poorly and I don't exercise anymore..I can't seem to get anything done and I've been on a break from my studies for almost two years now and I'm afraid to go back because I'm so far behind and I'm one of the oldest in my program, everyone else I used to know has finished their studies and is working (I just feel like a failure)... I've decided to slowly start my studies again this year, but I'm just so scared... ╥﹏╥ I know that my birthday is actually a day like any other, but today the whole situation made me particularly sad again... Thanks for reading lol
Happy birthdayyyyyy!!! Im not even saying this to cheer you up but there is nothing embarrassing about finishing your studies later than other, everybody moves at their own pace!! People make you believe that you should finish early and quickly but it's just propaganda, honestly finishing a year or 4 years earlier/later doesn't affect your life as much as people think. As long as you work on your mental health and get better, you can take your time before going back till you feel ready and everything, like the other comments already suggested. Happy birthday once again and take care of yourself
Happy birthday love <33 Don't pressure yourself too much, selfdoubt is an endless circle that only pulls you deeper. You will never feel ready to take the step so just set a date and take it anyways, that's the only way it worked for me so far at least. And you won't ever know if you could have done it if you don't even try right?
hey, happy belated birthday! good job for surviving another year of your life :) i'm glad you're starting your studies at all. when you start, you're basically halfway there already! you can move at your own pace, so i hope you stay strong! and i hope your future self will be proud of you when they think of you on this moment. love you and have a nice day ( ˘ ³˘)
NO GIRL ITS OK!!!!!! happy late birthday, first of all, LOVE U!!! and second of all, it's ok if ur a little late into ur studies. Every flower blooms at a different time. Trust me, the fact that after two years u still felt motivated enough to go back into your studies...thats actually crazy, I would be so done . But anyways, dw everything will get better soon. Next year, I bet you'll have a party (if thats what u want) or so many people congratulating you! keep working and making progress, you're doing great!!!!!
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Happy birthdayyyyyy!!! Im not even saying this to cheer you up but there is nothing embarrassing about finishing your studies later than other, everybody moves at their own pace!! People make you believe that you should finish early and quickly but it's just propaganda, honestly finishing a year or 4 years earlier/later doesn't affect your life as much as people think. As long as you work on your mental health and get better, you can take your time before going back till you feel ready and everything, like the other comments already suggested. Happy birthday once again and take care of yourself
Happy birthday love <33 Don't pressure yourself too much, selfdoubt is an endless circle that only pulls you deeper. You will never feel ready to take the step so just set a date and take it anyways, that's the only way it worked for me so far at least. And you won't ever know if you could have done it if you don't even try right?
hey, happy belated birthday! good job for surviving another year of your life :) i'm glad you're starting your studies at all. when you start, you're basically halfway there already! you can move at your own pace, so i hope you stay strong! and i hope your future self will be proud of you when they think of you on this moment. love you and have a nice day ( ˘ ³˘)
Late but happy birthday to youuu!
NO GIRL ITS OK!!!!!! happy late birthday, first of all, LOVE U!!! and second of all, it's ok if ur a little late into ur studies. Every flower blooms at a different time. Trust me, the fact that after two years u still felt motivated enough to go back into your studies...thats actually crazy, I would be so done . But anyways, dw everything will get better soon. Next year, I bet you'll have a party (if thats what u want) or so many people congratulating you! keep working and making progress, you're doing great!!!!!