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TW How do you want to die
This is a heavy topic so TW I’ve been thinking about this a lot lately, maybe alittle too much, despite the fact that death used to scare me when young but now I want to face it I never saw myself living long especially with the path I almost went down, living is hard and intrusive thoughts are scary
But I always saw myself going out with a bang and something bad happening like a horrible chemistry explosion accident or getting stabbed to death by someone, Ik accidental laced fentanyl od was a concern
Do yall think about how you want to die or am I jsut clinically insane why did I write this omfg
Recently, I've had a huge fixation on my death too. It's as if I know I'm going to die soon and probably in a car crash of some sort. Could be my crazy intrusive thoughts but I literally wrote a whole death letter/Will because I thought that something was going to happen. It is honestly the craziest feeling of nothing being real yet being super em...... reply
Tbh I have thought about this a lot and all the time I have always wanted a painless death. Like dying in my sleep or something. Even if someone kills me or what I just want it to not hurt. Before I leave the world I just want it to not hurt. reply
I've always had a fantasy about jumping off from a high surface to land in the water, slowly loosing consciousness (would be fun to do with someone)
But now I've changed my mind, I want to die peacefully in my sleep by the time I'm 40. Don't wanna live past that 1 reply
Well you’re not the only one who wants to die by some kind of explosion. I want a very quick death, something so fast that I don’t even get time to register what happened.
I want it to be something like, one minute I am doing something I like and the next I am dead.
I kinda find dying in my sleep a little scary but I’ll gladly take it too. ...... reply
I think the less painful way to die is by overdosing on sleeping pills. I planned to buy rat poison and pills last year. If i swallow a whole bottle of pills and a bunch of poison, it should guarantee death right?
I planned to do that in my room. Maybe after I cleaned it up and put away my stuff so my landlord doesn't have to deal with more shit. ...... 1 reply
I would like to pass from old age on my birthday so I'm with family. I think death would be a warm embrace so it should be even better being in my last moments with them.
Ps I don't think I will live past 45 cuz I already have a lot of health problems that just come and go that the doctors can't find out why it happens. reply
