My memory loss is getting worse (rant)

My entire life i have struggled with memory loss, and it didn’t really cause that many issues until around highschool, and now I feel it’s declining even more.

I can’t remember to do homework, I cant remember the stuff I’ve learned for more then 1-3 weeks ish, i cant remember to go to a teachers class in the morning when they ask me too, and my focus is declining horribly too. On top of that, Im becoming more unhappy, I hate going to school as it is, my grades suck, and idk I wish I could just drop out and hole up in my house forever.

Im also stuck in this loop where Im super sad, anxious, mad, and all those negative emotions when thinking about going to school, but when I actually get there, I realize it’s not so bad and all my friends make it so much better and I enjoy seeing them and I get super happy but it’s just so draining to constantly be feeling this way, Im sick of it.

Also, regarding memory problems too, it’s the smaller things that really make it bad, like I promise friends to do something for them, like make a drawing or make them stickers or pins, but I forget like a minute later even if they remind me a million times. it gets annoying for all of us.

Im not sure the cause of this all and the only thing I’ve been diagnosed with is adhd but I feel like I’ve been feeling a lot shittier these days more then normal and my memory sucks ass, but nothing major has really changed idk :(

I also have rlly bad constipation and stomach issues sighhhhh