Hello, please influence me.

I have no current plans in what to take for college once I graduate highschool.

This is my first time posting a question so please bare with me! I'm currently a senior who's about to graduate highschool. My classmates are already planning to take entry exams to prestigious university, go to their dream college, etc.. that aligns with their passion, career, and whatnot. I don't have any of that (or at least I think so) :(

I'd say I'm pretty gifted ever since I was a child, but my performances, in terms of talent and grade, quickly decline as I grew up probably due to burnout and heavy expectations from my parents— did I mentioned I'm Asian? That would quickly check out lol

Anyways, due to that, I'm currently panicking because I don't know what to major in college, or if I'm even going to college and finish my education. I have a bad mindset of "I want to quickly be done with this by not doing anything" and "I want to work less but earn more money" which led to me having a very bad habit of procrastinating. I barely survived my highschool days if I'm being fr.

And with that, with a quick dumb Google search, peer/family influence can help for me to decide what I should partake in life— Someone already told me that I shouldn't study 4 years off of something I'd regret. But dw chat, I'm a picky one, so I'd probably choose a career out of convenience. It might feel half-hearted.. But I'd rather me being depressed about having a job rather than having no job at all.