Manhater

Hi,I have never used this type of forum,but I really need help.I have been a manhater way before 2026 where people are spreading man hate on every social media,not since I was born ofc,i don’t recall when it specifically started,but one thing is clear,I hate men,every single one of them,there’s not a single one who saves himself.The real problem is that these men if they aren’t already cruel in their own nature eventually resemble my father (the base of my hate for men) and I’m not even joking… my father whenever something feels wrong for him he always tells me “remember I’m still your father” or “remember i still love you” (these phrases may seem normal to you guys,but in the context I prefer to not tell you about ,it really hurts and seems manipulative) well,guess what?my boyfriend tonight just texted me “remember I still love you and I’ the guy who dedicated my soul to you”,to be honest I’m with him bc he showed me he was different from other guys,that maybe not men are all the same…spoiler? THEY ARE.After this I really don’t know what to do,am I just going crazy?Am I destined to be alone?I'd prefer to receive useful comments rather than hate filled ones (that fulfill half of this site..I’d be a stupid if I wouldn’t expect it'd still happen,but still,I nurture hope)
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I hope you understood what I wrote and if there’s something you didn’t quite acknowledge pls feel free to let me know!