Give me some recommendations pls

I wanna read something that's gonna make cry tonight. Like, I'm gonna get attached and buy merch type of reading. give me somethings thats messed up, Or a bl/yaoi that has an interesting/cute story! Getting tired of all these Mangas with the same trope of "I'm in debt, I fuck dudes for money, I fall in love with him even though he treated me like shit because he was beat as a kid!" So yeah, PLEASE GIMME!! I want tears by tonight!!