Thoughts??

Recently I had to request a letter from my uni's admin office. And by recent i mean in April, I had been putting this work off because I tried to get this letter once but the admin completely shut me down and disregarded my request. And i kept telling myself I'll try again but it had been 3 months and I did nothing because I got increasingly anxious.
So i eventually ask my S/O (we're from the same uni) to come with me to help out, because i truly believe I can do anything as long as they're with me. I told them i was feeling super anxious and they were extremely supportive. Long story short the admin did give me shit about it, I had a breakdown, but my partner supported me go back and ask again and finally I got through them and i got the letter.

Does that make me dependent on my partner? Is that normal? They never complained and infact reassured me saying I should've reached out sooner but I can't help but think if I'm being a burden/ I'm being weak ╥﹏╥