I'm geniunely done.

I went to the bank to withdraw money today, and when I got the cash, I saw that what's left is missing $500-ish, as you'd think, I was super confused and I checked with bank to see if I have withdrew that amount already and I forgot, because I have a terrible memory, but the money withdrawn wasn't from my phone and I checked with my boyfriend, he doesn't touch our money ever before consulting me and his phone brand is also not the one that withdrew.

so naturally, I asked the bank to confirm the location of the withdrawn money, and it was in my home [as in, the country I moved out from.], I called my sisters and apparently, my mum withdrew money from MY account to get things for my eldest sister. my mum isn't supposed to have access to my bank account nor has she even asked me for money, nor would I ever agree to give said money to my eldest sister.

she has access to my bank account. she took $500-ish dollars, she used them on someone who literally abused me and tried to kill me multiple times in my life. she didn't even ask for it or lie about it, she just took it. if it was for somebody else sure I'd be mad but I'd let her return the debt somehow, but my eldest sister, who I've never had contact with for years after she tried to kill me and stabbed me with a fork?? like what the actual fuck, and it's so much worse because THIS MONEY WAS SUPPOSED TO BE USED FOR MY MEDICAL NEEDS, I can still get the pills and check up I need but the money lost is still gonna be an issue. I calculated everything before I moved out and 500 dollars are NOT something small, I absolutely need them, my heart condition needs expensive medicine and I might need an emergency surgery at ANY FUCKING MOMENT.