Whats the saddest BL/yaoi yall ever read?

My top 3 is killing stalking, fallen lamb and Sadistic Beauty.

Killing stalking was just cinematic, portrayed Stockholm syndrome really well and shows how trauma can really shape your mindset/personality. It’s emotional, disturbing yet a bit beautiful at the same time. ╮(￣▽￣)╭ ╮(￣▽￣)╭ ╮(￣▽￣)╭

Fallen Lamb/Fallen sheep is beautifully written and has a tragic end to it. It is a metaphor about the bible. How the devil temps you even with Gods warning. It’s super emotional because you can understand the MC loneliness and just wanting someone by your side then getting betrayed after losing your innocence.

Sadistic beauty is just sad overall. It’s like killing stalking but instead has a ”happy ending”.

Give me some recommendations! I want to cry and have a part of me ripped off.