Jan incident of this website

Hello again everyone so as you might know of this year the list for everyone’s list (sime or maybe all) got deleted right?? Well am share my side of the story and how it made me depressed for 2 months. Ok call me obsessed or addicted to yaoi but idc. I woke up and checked my phone and went in chrome to see if my notifications were active and when i entered the website i was like wtf where’s my list and I was panicking but after telling a friend about it since he is apart of the manga go community he said it should come back after a few weeks so I trusted him since he’s been here since 2016 I believe. And as the days and weeks went by I got my read back and I was waiting and waiting and waiting for days for my list to come back and I was wondering if it was gonna come back so I told ,y friend again and he said yea the ones you rated or made a comment about stay the rest are gone and after I heared this I was sad and became depressed for 2 months since my list was gone. Like all of my hard work from 4 years just gone. So I became depressed and accepted fate and since others were worried about me and I couldn’t tell them I lost my yaoi list over a bug I had to lie and say a baby cat got ran over infront of me and I was so heartbroken by it that I became depressed and stopped trying in school. Like all of this happened in my 2 semester in school so it was obvious and I couldn’t tell my friends since they didn’t know too much yaoi so I was just there struggling over my list being gone. But after 2 mit sh passed I was like let me add the yaoi I remember so I did and now everything is back to normal hopefully. Anyways how was your reactions when the shutdown happened and heared the list that weren’t commented, or rated on disappear??? Like bro this was troublesome for me