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Okay I’m like super late cuz I honestly didn’t understand what it was I wasn’t sure if it was a game or anime or book and I need to be bullied into watching stuff but I watched the Yt vids and watched a 2 hour lore vid, didn’t realize how many of these songs actually came from alien stage
I live for sapphics making their relationship the entire worlds problem and I like to cry

I get the hype of this series cuz wtf is joy and happiness
Thank you for coming to my ted talk

Either friendship or relationship
Haven’t heard from my friend in awhile been super distant lately talking less and less but i still ask to meet up they said they can’t suddenly changes their mind and cleared their sechudle so we can meet up because they wanted to talk to me about something in the morning

Idk my heart rate is kind of going up and I’m shaking alittle I feel like this might be the last time I see them I think this is a friendship breakup

So instead of ppl freaking out on mgo for the millionth time I gots a question to ask my queens or bi girlies with a preference to men
because I consider myself a lesbian sapphic woman lol

I see women sharing their stories about how they hate being attracted to men or they aren’t really attracted to men anymore because they are tired and tired of mediocrity and putting up with bs from men but they aren’t exactly attracted to women and you aren’t exactly ace either so you are stuck in limbo dry spell with no one to love so you choose to remain single or not seriously dating what is your life story,

Like if you are a straight women who has had an awful experience dating a man, choosing not to date because of men or you’re getting tired of dating men but you’re exclusively hetro
Now what do you do ? If you can relate to this post plz I wanna hear your life experiences and stories with this
I love stories and yapping
Idk was this a good idea to post im not sure goodnight babes

there I said what everyone is thinking
There is no fucking way in hell that the unemployment rate is only 4.20% in the US it’s probably 15%-20% but they won’t post the real number everyone is poor and struggling

Everyone I know from different fields is struggling and you hear stories of mass layoffs, people with college degrees not being able to get jobs, people with multiple years experience getting offered minimum wage pay, entry level job system
people going back to grad school just to get stuck in this feedback loop of not being able to find a job so unsustainable like bruh
I got laid off like 2 months ago and I’m struggling to find a job that will even give me an interview forget the job I’m gonna have to sell some of my stuff just to survive now
Fuck this shit

For my dumb scars
I did shooting sports as a kid when I was learning archery I was taught to put the arrow in the ground when not in use ( you’re not sussposed to do that for this very reason ) I missed and stabbed my foot…

Or just slipping on concrete when I was 7 and had to get my chin glued back together because we couldn’t afford stitches I had to wear face bandages for months :’)

I went into a phase of scrubbing my scars from existence when I was getting clean from sh but it’s still there if you shine a light

Ik I have an entire lifetime ahead of me and I know life isn’t a straight path we’re all at our own pace blah blah blah but man I can’t help but feel like I’m falling behind in life somewhat can people relate?
Friends around me have graduated college already, some have full time jobs, others have partners and fiancés and some of my friends have babies and whole families to take care of

Girl I read porn comics for fun and cry on the internet everyday about my unemployment lmao I’m not even independent anymore which is the one thing I had going for me
As I do want these things in the future, it’s okay if people don’t want to get married or start a family I fully support people’s decisions but these are things I want I personally want in my future but can’t help like there’s a ticking clock above me and my time is going to run out soon
Will I regret this impulse post? Maybe..

Illegal manga and anime sites are actually great archiving tools and people should give it more credit for that

Like I read a mix of things basically every big genre but I also like reading obscure manga and shoujo series from the 90s and 2000s, series extras or other stuff without offical translations and im pretty sure a lot of that would be lost media (atleast translated) if all the sites didn’t exist

Damn I feel dumb for just realizing that