LA0R0O's question (18)

It's 2 AM here and I'm listening to music and i got curious about everybody's favorite songs, I'm not a picky listener I'd listen to anything as long as it's good in my standards (the bar is bottom of hell), but I def have preferences like JPOP, Jmetal, folklore and robotic autotone music (like TWRP)
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Some of my favorite - NOT RANKED - songs are :
1. A human's touch - TWRP
2. CORE BRIDE - UVERworld
3. Peacock - masanori otada ver.
4. Almost every link click OP, OST, ED
5. Lovers - Kiltro
6. Kid & leveret - yaelokre
7. HUGs - paledusk
8. EVERY Eve song you can think of...

give me your pets to draw!! my art is in my profile if you're wondering about my artstyle, oh and, if given the chance, PLEASE let me know what's their personality I like to keep them as accurate as possible

Rant-ish question: This is something I think about often for some reason, I try to avoid judging or being bothered by tones and certain ways of speech, but it eventually gets to you and makes you wonder

I really don't understand people who are rude for no reason, if we're discussing something, I like to keep things respectful between us even if we have different views, that is unless you're saying something completely nonsensical of course. I just get confused, if you have that much time to spend cursing somebody I'd personally just prefer to spend said time enjoying myself instead

I see this alot on this website too, people get so defensive and rude the moment you try to have a fraction of difference in opinions, do these people think they're superior and more intelligent being harsh? What is the correlation here, you can be factual and right without needing to pop a vein calling somebody an idiot or a dumbass or whatever.

I realize that environments play a role in how you act and speak, same for what you consume from literature and media, but I still think it's no excuse to be rude, I mean, every case is different and it's understandable sometimes, but mental challenges and disorders aren't an excuse for someone to go off on somebody, this is not to compare situations but I grew up in a very abusive and toxic household and I used to consume a lot of things I shouldn't have consumed, but I still grew up knowing that being kind is the least you can do to a stranger, in fact, because I grew up in this environment, I realize how much respect and decency affects the mood of people around you.

What do you think?

Idk why everybody is giving the question the abortion short that much attention, bunch of ppl already replied and wtv but beside the case, give me your pets photos to change the topic !!

Gonna attach examples down I draw anything that's not an insect

I'm REALLY not a fan of shoulder head rests, I actually don't get how would it ever be comfortable it feels like my shoulder is piercing through someone's skull and vice versa, how the fuck do you manage to like it?

I just watched the movie and I really like it though a bit confusing...I will probably watch it again with my bf to discuss stuff with him but yeah, until then, what's your opinion/review ?

I usually sleep for 5-8 hours, I slept 7 hours last night but I still feed sleepy atm, I have an important appointment tomorrow so I don't want to sleep now and stay up the entire night instead, is there a way to refresh myself ? I tried stretching my body and washing my face with water already but I still feel tired

I'm confident someone bought a star and named it Kim dokja on his birthday a few days ago, I don't think stars are expensive to name but I still think it's wild lol.

I came across this random ahh post about noises and I got curious about everybody's satisfying sound LOL

Mine is the Minecraft drinking sound affect, it makes me crave water for some reason,, I have it as my hydration reminder haha

am bored asf, give me your personality and I'll draw you as a silly animal thing.

rant-ish story for the question:

I was on call with my sisters and we were kinda discussing true crime and crime shows, it somehow developed into speaking about the environment a killer grows into and how much the family affects his up bringing, and we dived into the topic of how we can define a 'good' family, I spoke once and it was to say that 'our family definitely isn't,' jokingly but my sister took it a little seriously and we started arguing what makes our family good

me and one of my sisters agree that our family can't be defined as good, as they have abused us both physically and mentally and they are not fit parents that neglected our needs for many years. but the other sister argued that they provided us with a 'normal life', so we asked her what do you define as a normal life and she said that they spend money on us, I told her that it's on basic needs, we lived in a home that on the outside did not lack anything, but if you look through the cracks of its members, you can see how much negligence went into each person. while living in that house, I was never ONCE taken to a dentist once in my life, I realize that many people don't go regularly, but 20 years of my life and not a single dentist doctor? when I visited one myself a few months ago, I was told my teeth were in such bad shape and there were a lot of gums damaged, we also discovered a tooth that was helf grown, it was something that bothered my for a while and I begged my mum to take me to the hospital but she kept refusing. they only took me to the hospital when I was on the verge of death [aka almost having a stroke.], I had to take things in my own hands and make the school take me to the hospital and contact my parents by showing my sickness in classes.

we kept going back and forth, in the end we just decided that we agree to disagree but I kind of just felt really off by it. this sister that was defending our family dynamic was, fortunately, the only one who was not abused or talked down to like me and my other family members, this is not to be-little her struggles but it's frustrating that she was saying that our family is healthy when its furthest from that. it's a matter of perspective but she did not consider how me and my other sisters felt as she was mentioning 'the good things' my parents did to us.


what do you think qualifies as a good family? is it something defined by their wealth and how they spend it on a child, or is it something about how they deal with problems, a mix of both or something completely related, please share your opinion with me !

describe yourself to me [personality wise], and if you have any hobbies, traits, or something special you have, and I will assign you a cat breed based on my knowledge

I'm ngl Charizard is so absurdly overrated I need some cool Pokemons, I don't watch pokemon or play the games but I keep seeing those cards that are so hella expensive, anywhat who's a Pokemon you think isn't talked about enough

What's a trope that you never see in media anymore / ever?

For me it's not as much of a trope as much it's representation but I really like stories that explore the mental side of internalized homophobia and / or self deprecation but I could never find stories with them,,

This question goes to any genre and any type fo stories

anytime I'm scrolling through YouTube past 12 AM I get those weird videos with captions like "this is your last chance to repent to god" or something and it creeps me out alot, why do they keep showing up even tho I keep clicking uninterested

What's a character you find so overly shat on and villainized ?

P.S Yes sorry I just want to glaze my underrated characters...

lowk I keep getting told I smell like a toast or pillows that stay under the sun I don't know what that means but I think they're telling me I'm an omega chud

I feel so guilty for judging my siblings for the way they treat my parents. My parents are horrible people, I thought I had come a long way and that I learned to separate myself from them, but even after all this time, I keep thinking about them and worrying about how my siblings treat them.

Everyone reacts differently around trauma and abuse, I feel as though I've grown to normalize it towards myself, I expect people to hate me and point fingers at me while laughing, in a way, it's like telling myself that I'm the problem when I was the child being abused. I've dissociated their actions from them and now any time I remember how i had my head bashed against walls and body bruised up, I can't remember how they looked doing it. I also realize that a pattern appeared, that whenever we fight and it gets physical, I end up the one clinging to them and giving them affection.

My siblings are not the same, some of them are violent, I get why, and they vary in the severeness, my eldest sister whom I never even spoke to properly once in my entire life, resents my parents alot, my other sisters always tell me about the things she says about them, and even though both of us endured the same pain, we grew to have much different outlooks in life, and i feel like it's an instinct for me to feel repulsed anytime I hear how she speaks with our parents, I even judge her in my head, but seconds later, I realize it and feel extremely guilty

I guess even though my parents are horrible, a part of me understands why they're so fucked up in the head, my mum was literally born in an extremist traditionalist family during a war and my dad lived in poverty having to take responsibility of 13 siblings because my grandfather was a manwhore. They both endured so much and pretty much no one present in their life to be their anchor. I cant be mad at these people, they suffered so much, they're old now and fighting them just gets both parties hurt so I just stepped out of the house and went low contact with them. I don't get why my eldest sister bothers herself so much with them, or even go to such lengths to talk so horribly about them. I guess I'm still a prisoner in that house, because I can't find it in me to hate them the way she does,,