Big tiddy goth gf's question (14)

Istg every time I look away a new like artist or online person or whatever is suddenly super christian n stuff.

Esp cz like whatever be religious, but it's so wild how it feels like so many of them also completely flip their morals and vibe so suddenly n all.

Like what do you MEAN Ceechynaa turned to christianity? What do you MEAN that one girl that did potluck reviews is suddenly like an uber homophobe??

Ok hear me out but I'm actually really tired that almost every time I see something online about yet another attack on queer people there's always someone claiming something like "oh, the attacker must be jealous because they'll never be able to accept themselves" or some other flavour of saying an attack must've been caused by internalised homophobia or something.

Why does it always have to be our own people hurting us? Like, even if they're not saying it as an excuse, why do we always have to assume someone that is displaying their hatred for us must be like us.

Maybe some straight people are just evil. Maybe they just fucking hate us because they feel they have nothing in common with us.

I was talking to a friend about this and I wanna know what is everyone's take on the "horrors beyond my comprehension" type of horror.
A common sentiment online is describing it as "understanding something impossible for a split second".

Personally I like more the "understanding something you never have any way of explaining to anyone else". Like, you finally get it, it all makes sense. There is no words in any human language that could possibly express what you have found out.

I feel like everyone has a thing they decide to get into for a weird reason.

Like, I wanna read The Vampire Chronicles because I heard someone joke that it starts kinda like my immortal. I also watched several youtube horror series just tor tabletop inspo, I read Crime and Punishment so I could name my OC after Raskolnikov, and I'm gonna play persona 5 just cause a dude on discord bought it for me a while back.

What's your weird reasons for getting into stuff?

Hear me out but have you ever felt like you're too broke to be gay, or straight, or anything?

Like, dating is hard, I don't have money to go places, I can't afford dinner, I cant stay out late cz I can't afford an uber. I barely have money for dice and cigarettes, what if my date expects me to pay for both of us? What if they wanna go on a trip, do yk how expensive train tickets and hotel stays are??

Atp forget having a sexuality, my sexuality is getting a job, im job sexual I can't afford anything else right now.

It sucks so bad that young adults just cannot afford to move out anymore bc like how r u supposed to get laid?

No like fr like you'll be out in the town getting drunk asf feeling yourselfand someone feeling u up also. And then what, u gotta be like "oh sorry, I can't, my mommy is home". Actually hang me oh my god.

Before anyone says "just get a motel room" r u actually out of ur mind, you cant even conceptualise how much a night at any hotel is in my area, do u genuinely think I have that kinda money every time I got a beautiful woman or a beautiful man with me? Preposterous


I'm gonna catch a fkn public indecency charge one day

Idk if it's just me but sometimes I gen feel like on this website whenever someone talks about feeling sad that they can't find a date or they aren't experiencing romance there is always like an array of people giving the most nothing replies.

Always things like "focus on loving yourself first" and "relationships arent that special anyway" and "love will find you when you're not looking for it".

It's the most live laugh love type response ever, do you genuinely think the op hasn't heard all of that before?

And honestly that whole mentality isnt even like real. Like, I was in more relationships and getting hit on more when i was actively suicidal than after i stopped hating myself. Love in fact did not find me when i stopped searching. Genuinely if you have nothing real to say why say anything

running a tabletop campaign and i need to make up a bunch of ppl, so im outsourcing this.

Make up characters that you think would be cool in a lovecraftian type setting. They can be whatever tf, only requirements r to be human and American (no i can't change this sadly). As much detail as u gaf to make up, tho I'd like at least a name, a job and a physical description if like u guys don't mind ahahah...

okay thank youuu

Embody your innermost pua and give me your best tips for flirting with women rn. Quick, before the summer ends

the book im reading rn got so strange near the end istg whats with some gay stuff off novel updates and getting so questionable right at the end??
its alw like reading a smile from the villain all over again...
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yall got any good wholesome, possibly heart crushing, soul shattering, life threatening gay books with happy endings? :(

I so hate the whole thing when ppl r like "noo you have to admit although harry potter is uninspired asf, with barely passable attempts at integrating politics, trash full of racist stereotyping, and although Joanne is possibly the actual devil, at least the books created a generation of readers"


Cause like. No they didn't. Every adult harry potter fan has genuinely not read a book for their age group since, if any book at all. It's not even funny how yaoi has got me into reading more than that fkn series ever did. I thank the universe every time i open a book that I didnt end up a harry potter adult. Actually so embarrassing

Cause usually its that thing where one of them wants an actual relationship and the other doesn't so then I'm just watching a man or woman have 0 backbone for half the runtime (usually for like the ugliest ml you could conjure up in your mind)

if i wanted to see halfhearted flirting I'd actually just open my own dms

i feel like ever so often ill read absolute peak and it'll be something so niche with virtually no fans to the point it makes me actively mad at popular stuff.


i cant read anything by moxiangtongxiu for example bc in my heart i know it'll just piss me tf off that their books got popular. I can never touch heated rivalry bc if i don't like it i wont be able to help myself but actually despise it
(also from what i hear despite taking place thru 2014 heated rivalry does not mention russia literally invading a country as a reason why its russian main character hates them? this show is already set up to pmo but that's a diff story)


but like yh, like is it just me, am i insane? i just want things that are good to be popular so bad

before i say anything I will preface this by saying I genuinely don't gaf who you wanna date or don't wanna date personally, and I don't think anyone should be forced to date anyone else for any reason.
This isn't what I'm talking abt, you already know it's not what I'm talking about. This is purely about the logistics of using blanket terms, especially when being outspoken about your "type".

Okay here it goes
I feel like at a certain point we have to accept something is no longer a "dating preference" and just a stereotype you believe.

Sure, there can be perfectly normal reasons why someone may be less inclined to pursue relationships with certain members of minority groups, even if they otherwise fit their standards. I can believe that for the most part.

But the inherent denial, the line in the sand that you draw and openly point at, that's not the same. Fkn hell, historically gay communities have had "no fats or fems", and we never act (or at least i hope none of you act) like it was anything other than misogyny and a blunt idolisation of eurocentric male beauty standards. There's a reason we disavow that kind of expression now.

But then when we have people sitting on the internet, signaling about how they would never date this group or that group, trans people, bisexual people, whoever tf. We somehow feel the need to have a discussion about "well who knows why that person has this opinion".
As if what someone hitting post on something where they talk about how they would "never date" so and so, is doing anything other than pointing a finger at a whole array of individuals and saying "you are like this. i dont like that". Usually to a minority group, sometimes making their romantic distaste for said group their whole personality.

I simply do not believe anyone coming online making such blanket statements has a single bone on them that cares for the group they're talking about at the most basic human level. And im tired of pretending it's okay to spew blatant hatred whole hiding behind personal taste