Big tiddy goth gf's question (2)

the book im reading rn got so strange near the end istg whats with some gay stuff off novel updates and getting so questionable right at the end??
its alw like reading a smile from the villain all over again...
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yall got any good wholesome, possibly heart crushing, soul shattering, life threatening gay books with happy endings? :(

Cause usually its that thing where one of them wants an actual relationship and the other doesn't so then I'm just watching a man or woman have 0 backbone for half the runtime (usually for like the ugliest ml you could conjure up in your mind)

if i wanted to see halfhearted flirting I'd actually just open my own dms