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you can vent here if u want, if only if you feel like it?, anyways the world is getting more on more crazy these days in my case atleast, its just that i have never been getting a good day or year in my life, if you feel the same, you could let it out, it might felt good, ill read it i promise and wont judge it, yk sometimes in life you dont have to take it all alone sometimes you just gotta let it out sometimes, i hope yall have a great day, i mean it! just take a break once in a while. (sori for wrong grammars, english is not my first laugauge) ill listening to your rants or whatsoever :D

Me and my ex, we're both guys. To sum up, (imo) I'm mad ugly and my ex had a model-like face. I was always so insecure about my looks. One topic we would always have arguments about was our difference in appearances.

I'd always get jealous when he literally walks into the room and have every single woman in the room ask for his number. Jealous for 1: "Back off, he's mine." and 2: "Sometimes I wish I could get just a fraction of that attention."
One time, a person asked for my number (just to make friends, but it was the first time someone has ever taken interest in me except for my ex) and he lashed out at me, saying I'm being unfaithful for being happy that someone other than him finds me at least decent to look at.

So would you rather be crazy good looking, or like an ogre under the bridge?
(Sorry for trauma dumping)

Additional trauma dumping: Another thing when we were still together is that he never called me "beautiful" or "pretty" even once. The most he has ever said was "cute". I brought it up to him one time and he only said "I don't usually use those words". The next day he literally complimented how beautiful our mutual girl friend looked, and that really hurt my already low self-esteem.

I really fucking need answers so badly because my ass is actually becoming red and SENSTIVE??. most of their excuses r "i couldnt resist" and "because it has those jiggle physics" and so on.

Atp I jst wanna transform to a girl and then call the police on them for harrasment

Hi. I'm asking totally serious. How you get your "other half"? I seriously need to find a boyfriend. I been alone for a really long time and I don't know even how I should start? I literally have no close friends so nobody can help me meet someone new. And unfortunately I'm shy at first with the strangers. Maybe someone can recommend me some ways or trusted apps (I'm fine with international relationship) to finally find a guy and start a happy family. You can tell me about your experience! Thanks a lot

Like, they enjoy FICTIONAL r!pe but don't with irl.

My online friend asked me about this so I decided to share yall their question to see what yall are gonna answer.

I admit, I used to be one of them. But now I see it as disgusting. Coz like, it's really disrespectful to the people who are a victim of this. They went through so much pain and you say you enjoy it when it's Fictional but it's disgusting when it's real? What is the difference? Your mind will still be the same, whether its irl or digital. Imagine one of YOUR friends got r!pe or s!xually assulted, will you usually like it? If it happened to you or your loved ones, will you still like it?

If I may ask those who are already working adults here, is it easier to find a partner when you were in college or when you're already working? Because I believe that while you're already working, the people you'll meet are either married or don't want to be in a relationship. If you feel the question is too personal, please ignore it.

Office setting or something of the sort, kind of hierarchy based.
The ML is the 'boss' so to speak or someone who is very powerful and he is very cold & hard on his subordinates but is secretly 10x harder on himself and overworks and stuff & maybe tragic backstory.
If ML is a bottom I'd like that, but top is okay too. I just want some fluff and comfort and healing and angst.
It would be preferable if MC (Female or Male) is ML's subordinate.

What are your favorite episodes or arcs of detective Conan? I always rewatch it whenever I have a free time but I think I missed some of the best episodes. Pls recommend someee I'm too lazy to check each episode cuz there are like 1k+ eps

Are there any manga where the bottom is physically, socially, financially, etc... more powerful than the top & the bottom kind of protects the top & stuff?
Also with some nice slow burn ya know? Not super fast paced, not too slow either, but they don't immediately fall in love. And maybe a bit of tragedy or angst backstories or otherwise?

(●'◡'●)ﾉ Hi does anyone remember a historical manga following the son of a emperor who is haunted by spirts. His mother was blamed for the sons odd behavior and executed for witchcraft

I usually sleep at like 3am even on school days cause I'll stay up really late working but rn im so burnt out that im practically dying at 11pm and struggle getting out of bed at like 4am when like last year I was fine getting like 2-4 hrs of sleep per night

fuck college apps fr bestie

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I like reading non fiction and books about social justice but literally anything is okay with me (yes even those ass romance stories with the pick me protagonist and weird toxic ml)

what are some stories that have interesting concepts but the author didnt know or just didnt execute it well?

Energy
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Meaning
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Vibe
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While I was still in high school I went shoe shopping with my mom for prom and she left me alone to go to the restroom. And, the split second she left some dude comes up to me and says "Hi! You are SO pretty! My name's h/n." and he reached out his hand so I just acted polite even tho I was a little weirded out under the circumstances. (keep in mind im like super socially awkward so idk how to respond to that)

It turned out that he worked there but I was a lil skeptical so I bolted out of there (after he walked off) to go where my mom was and we went back tgt after. But, to make things even more awkward a classmate that I knew worked there and she saw the whole thing from earlier. We laughed ab it when I went to say hi and out of curiosity I asked how old he was and she signed w her hand 24 and I was flabbergasted cuz I knew he was older than be but not that much older.

She also told me later on at school that she told him that I was a minor and he responded like "Is that weird?" (/TДT)/ and I was like nahhhh not only did he think I was old he still wasn't certain if that was weird or not after finding out my age??? Mans is fixing to catch a case fr (joke)

But, in the end I always tend to meet the strangest ppl whenever I do go outside (although I do appreciate those who seem genuine like shoe guy he just need to learn to ask ab age first-)

How do you guys deal w being confessed to or hit on? (if you have before)

I want to know what's the most fucked up thing you've read on this site,
mines feeding lamb.

Asking because I just realized I like old fashioned bls, even if they are toxic or cheesy (which somehow, I don't like when it comes to the newer bls lol). I also really like the art style of 2000's/90s anime and Mangas in general, so if ya'll got any good recomendations, or bls u enjoy from this era, lmk <3.

Gonna regret posting this essay on my main if I wake up tomorrow but here goes nothing...

After heavy analysis I am like 80% sure I'm bi but I swear to fucking god my sexuality is fucked up.

I like boys and girls but in different ways. If I'm with a girl I want her to top me, but if I'm with a guy I want to top him.

I honestly wish it were the other way around because ffs theres so many memes about girls never wanting to top and I'm like 99% sure no boy on earth wants to be topped by me cause I'm an ugly bastard and also like super short and weak??? It'd be insulting to their masculinity or some shit. I wish it were the other way around tbh then it'd be so much easier to actually try dating irl and not in my head.

Another thing that's fucked about it is that I really only fantasise about women, but when I fantasise its always fucked up shit like the shit toxic yaoi semes do the ukes except instead of them being in love afterwards and happy, the woman just shoots me in the head, beats me up after I lay out all my insecurities on her and then cheats on me because she actually hates my guts and was only using me for entertainment and I'm ruined forever but I still love her. Like???? Is that even attraction at this point do I just wanna experience tragedy or something?????

And I sometimes question these two attractions because I know I'm way more passionate about anime husbandos than waifus (with some exceptions), and I've found more irl guys faces hot than I have irl women. Like i'd theoretically want to date more guys than women, but then when I actually think about what'd it'd be like to date them I cringe and feel disgusted, like that shit is so gay????? HELP??? But at the same time that woman I'm fantasising about in my head doesn't even exist and she literally has no face I just know she's hot lady.

Anyway, I think excessive yaoi consumption has ruined my sexuality, anyone got advice? I've only realised this recently and I'm so fucking lonely holy shitttttt