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this is mostly just a vent, i don’t have friends irl that take me seriously and i don’t have many online friends that i feel comfortable venting to so i’m putting it here without the expectations of a response.

my relationship with my mom is not unusual but definitely weird. she loves me, but we argue a lot. i am rebellious and i hate myself for feeling that way (right now). i went through a bad depression since i was really young, and as i grew up i took it out on my mom. i hate myself for that so much right now. we would argue everyday to the point where she wondered “where did i go wrong? i have 3 other kids and they were never like this?” and i used to not care and i pissed her off a lot.

but i love her, as much as my younger self would say “i wouldn’t care if she died” i really care for and love my mom. she makes me food, she cares about my feelings, she helps me prepare for things, she tries her best to get me things i want, she really really is the best person in my life right now and im taking her for granted every second of my life.

when i look back at my times wit her , i want to hit myself in the face and make me hug her and accept her motherly love because every time i “rejected it because i thought i was being cool” is so immature and so fucking stupid. it’s all getting back to me like a truck, and i’m so fucking dumb for not realizing it sooner.

my mom is having early stages of dementia, and i’m fucking terrified of the entire disease. like i am so fucking scared of dementia and the fact that i keep on thinking that she might have is making me so fucking sad and scared and right now i’m in shock and i feel so detached that i can’t even cry anymore. it’s not that i can’t live without my mom, it’s the fact that i have to live in a reality where she wont see my future as “herself” anymore. and if she dies, my whole family and life is going to fall apart because when i realize i love my mom and i would give up my life to save her and when i am realizing right now that i should have loved her so much fucking more i want to kill myself.

i don’t know what to do, i am scared and i’m i’m so much disbelief that i just can’t sleep anymore.

Y’all I was looking back through my account today and when I tell you I was cringing so hard at some of the takes I used to have like years ago



So to make me feel better what are some manga questions/comments you made that make you cringe now

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Me is the Jikook's AU, 'Wonder' by wordcourture

I swear if I read it again I'll cry buckets for the 2nd time.

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ok so i have this guy friend and we've been friends for quite a long time and i tell you i normally despise the attitude of boys (yk what kind) but he's so babygirl and pretty the sweetest but he has so much trauma from past gfs he's not ready to like anyone anymore and i just recently realized my feelings (￣∇￣").. i'm not into dating rn cause i have a lot of things pent up and idk what to do should i wait till we're both in the proper mentality? should i confess my feelings? whatif he doesn't like me and things become awkward? should i just forget about it?
(help guys he's really worth it but idk)
(oh ps. we've flirted in the past but always cut it off in a non-awkward way)

I used to think it was silly to write down your own personal thoughts and being the lazy person that I am sometimes I never bothered. But, recently I tried it out and it seems to help ever so slightly when I’m on the verge ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶

Me (semé) x your fucking mom (use)

Okay, so lemme make the situation more clear
My bf has a chicks name with a <3 , in his Instagram profile. I check who the girl is and it's one his girl bsf, which, I don't really mind bc I hang out with my girl bsfs as well.
I didn't really touch Instagram the past couple days because I was sick(I barely touch it in the first place), so I talked to my bf over the phone or text.
I did talk to him about this js now and he said it's nothing to worry about.
I'm fr thinking he is playing my ass atp bc this has happened to me twice and even if he is innocent, I don't wanna go through some emotional bs. Then again, I am probably overreacting over a small situation (I'm paranoid after almost everyone I dated cheated on me)

I just woke up and checked my dms after a few days of being offline due to a cold. And I'm talking to my bf and then check his profile and see some chicks name with a <3 next to it. And I'm really suspicious about allat bc he ain't the type of dude to add ppls name like that, not even mine (now that I think about it, would that count as a red flag?)
My friends are all offline, prob sleeping and I really don't know what to do except ask randos on the internet.
We have been together since late February btw

I will flame u if ur wrong jsyk https://www.pinterest.com/pin/7388786882272065/

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