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For me it's good old soukoku CHUUYA X DAZAI FOREVER

Genuinely breaks my heart seeing my other friends replace me w another new girl. Not saying that they can't befriend someone new, but just the subtle leaving me out, not talking to me, kicking me out of our gc is heartbreaking.

We've been friends for more or less 4 years now(our friend group) and now that a new girl just transferred to our school they're leaving me out, I'm talking: ignoring me, not including me in group photos/cropping me out, etc.

I'm not saying I don't have any other friends, it's jst that these girls are people I'm so close with, within the span of 4 years they've seen me go through my lowest of lows, and highest of highs, we have our own inside jokes, we sit(or sat?) together during classes, we hang out together, etc.


I also js found out one of the girls called me "insensitive" and an "invalidater"(idek if that's an actual word) just cause I disagreed w her when she said that it's okay for a 14yr old to date someone 4 years older than them cuz it's "just" a four year gap. I still love her nonetheless.

I've tried talking to them as group and even individually but they'd either ignore me or avoid the question to talk to other people. I haven't done anything wrong to them, nor to the new girl, in fact I've been so welcoming to the new girl, introducing her to everyone and making sure everyone doesn't get the wrong idea abt her(cuz my school likes to spread false rumors about new kids for sum reason?)


Am I being toxic or paranoid? I just want our old friendship back what should I do? Help a minor out ╥﹏╥

Please recommend me toxic yaoi where the mc actually takes revenge after being abused. The revenge has to be long and satisfying, I want to mc to become fucked up and manipulative. It would be better if it is colour and completed.

I'm so tired of stories where the mc has to prove time and time again they're worthy of being love by letting the mls walk all over them and act like total dickheads until the ml decides he can turn off his dick and his brain on and settle down, no i don't think the guy who makes the mc depressed is the better option because they have "tension" FUCK THAT

Online: protests going on, poor families crying over the loss caused by the recklessness of condescending govt. Institutions that genuinely think that it's not that big of a deal, homophobia, transphobia, literally hating anything breathing, harassment, SA....

Offline: complains about the same issues above, govt. facilities that only exist as showpieces and not to serve the people, and then people calling others 'dumb' for actually expecting any facilities in the first place, and the never-ending problem of increasing taxes but decreasing income.

I am just....so tired of merely existing because even that feels like a fight. I don't even know what to do in the future because, what's the point? Someday, some rich PDF might just think I'm an inconvenience and then what? I'm cooked?(literally no cap) And y'all can't convince me I'm overthinking. Okay, maybe I am. But it's literally not impossible.

So, how do you live without seeing the very evident doom coming our way?

Basically it's Halloween and Summer together, once summer starts everyday I'll try watching one cult classic horror movie or a Halloween episode from a show/cartoon ^^ if anyone wants to do it with me I'll make a list of movies so y'all can join

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Is it just me? Like omg I’m trying to find something good to read but literally EVERYTHING GOOD is on hiatus or something like omg. I wish I could go back to when I haven't read anything yet. Anyway does anyone have reccos for a good yuri manga (not toxic) or an action manhwa (like GSGW or ORV)? Preferably one with with at least a semi active fandom.

my autistic ass got a roommate and they keep moving shit around and i don't go out my room often like i don't clean or touch shit anymore cuz theyre always around and i don't like cleaning when ppl are watching me anyway my roommate keeps moving shit around and so ill go to the kitchen to eat and see serval things have been moved and i just start screaming to myself "WHY TF WOULD YOU MOVE THAT OMFG" while pulling at my hair and then i don't even wanna do wtf i was doing i just leave like all productivity gone i already let myself starve when theyre home now theyre finally not home and i can't eat or clean just cause something has been moved and the same thing happens when i want something and plans change like i wanted a burrito on my one night stands birthday so we go to get one but the restaurant was closed so he says theres another one across the street we gotta cross cuz he wants to save his gas and i say i dont wanna crosss cuz I'm afraid of crossing the street so we go to a chicken place next door instead and he asks me what i want and i say nothing then he gets pissed cuz the whole point of us goimg out was cuz i was hungry and i say its whatever just order ur food ill pay and then i give him my wallet and walk out and start pacing and covering my ears and crying like wtf is that? Am i just a hrown ass nigga throwing a tantrum or is that actually an autistic thing with a word for it?

I am looking for good stories with some less typical dynamics. What I mean by "sleeper top or bottom" just means for example: the sweet short man is the more dominant one in the relationship, or something like the big buff guy is actually a super big softie. I'm very interested in any stories with good plots you wish to share! I will ask politely to exclude super moe bottoms

Whats the thing ur mom did/does that made u realize YEP MY MOMS A BIRD. Like what made u loose respect for her? Cause mine literlly makes the women who fought for our feeedom and rights scream or dissapointment, cause my mom is literlly sending us years back (￣ε(#￣)Σ

I am sooo tempted to come out as trans just to get out of that "your a girl so you'll act like one" and "why can't you act more like a woman" stereotypes because hearing that shit for the 100th time is NOT IT Like is cleaning and doing housework the only thing women can do?

It's been announced sonic is pregnant https://x.com/soniccitynet/status/2068108619699097629

me personally, I listen to classical music and soundtracks

me personally, I listen to classical music and soundtracks

Hello, I hope that this is a safe open space to talk abt this, so feel free to open up here with me! (Tldr at the end!)

I js wanna know if there are other users like me who haven't enrolled to a school due to personal reasons?

I don't mind explaining my side, so lemme js say it..

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I have to get my previous grades from previous school years, but my mom can't work on it since I still need my grade 3-4 grade form (also known as form 137), but the specific school from that grade then has been shut down a long time ago, so it's hard to get info abt it... And I still need to work up until grade 8.. Problem is, my grade 6 form will be difficult since its in a whole diff city where I need a boat to travel. (Why? During online class, my mom asked my Aunt to enroll me in their area because it was the first time I got to be in school after missing a year, but they had a fall out, so we don't want to contact her anymore, plus we don't have any close relatives who we're in contact with there anymore..)

The rest are easy, but idk why, my mom has been given soooo much time, but she barely did anything abt it.. :( Now I'm going to be a 3-year repeater, I'm supposed to be grade 12 this year, but I missed 1 year during covid, and then missed another 2 years ago due to form problems, and now this year. I managed to get into school last year, aka grade 9. But now, I can't get to grade 10 since its not easy to enroll anymore.. :((( All because my family of "EDUCATORS" (literally, the educator bloodline stopped /w my mom's generation...... BUT MY MOM, HER COUSINS AND HER BROTHERS ARE GENIUSES WHO USED TO BE ENROLLED IN PRESTIGIOUS SCHOOLS!!) did nothing abt my form since KINDERGARTEN apparently.

Tl;Dr: I have had problems with grade documents, aka form 137 since kindergarten. And now I can't enroll this year AGAIN (I'm a 3-years repeater now) because I need to get my form from grade 3 until grade 8!!! the form for my grade 3-4 will be difficult because the school had shut down years ago, and my grade 6 form is in a whole diff city. To travel, u need to ride a boat...... Difficult as heck man..

Sorry for the rant, I js want to know if people have similar experience rn and can't enroll due to other reasons.. I hope I'm not alone in this, and those who can't enroll this year, you're not alone too! :) don't worry!! thanks for reading my rant!

Note: Iirc, form 137 is an extremely important document for u to be able to enroll, especially if you're a transferee (I've enrolled in 7 schools *had to move houses A LOT.*, that's why it's so difficult for us to do TS..) since it determines if you're really eligible to move up to the next grade with ur grades from the previous school, and if you're really legit sumt sumt iykwim..

idk if I should asked this here but I was scrolling thru mrm since they have good front page to discover new bl (don't judge me) and better search function too

I usually remove certain tags I'm not comfortable with but I realize there's some tags that has been missing. for example, the shota tag. I swear there's one before, but now even if I put -shota on the search, work containing shotas still pop up. why did they remove it? now my search is muddled with shota work ;-;

saw the movie last thursday and am currently rewatching the orginial Backrooms clips

it wasn't perfect, but I still really liked it and didn't feel dissapointed after coming out of the theater :p
the acting was amazing & the opening shot was so well done

no spoilers pls since other ppl might not have seen it yet