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Do some people generally spend all day on here cause when I randomly come on here no matter what time of day that is. I always the see the same few specific people on here. like we probably live in different time zones as well. Idk if I should be concerned or impressed

my friend and i have been acting like we're dating for a couple months (calling eachother love and saying ily <3 etc) but idk if we r actually dating??? we never asked each other out and we've only met irl 2 times. i dont have any romantic feelings for them but i think they do. i heard from another friend that they have actual feelings and think we r actually dating (they said this back in february so maybe it changed???)
the problem is that there is another person i like who also kinda likes me (also complicated,,,)
i feel guilty and im wondering if i should ask the friend im "dating" if we r actually together. im worried i might hurt her feelings tho :(
any suggestions?

What is the first word that comes to your head when you think of me be honest you homeless beggars, this is for an experiment, Oh and rate me.

So I saw someone rate pfps so just answer and i'll rate how I feel about you.

Yahwi, I don't really trust Cain but I don't hate Cain though I kinda like him too. But if you'll let me choose I'll definitely say Yahwi.

Post a picture or smth about a manga/manhwa/manhua you dont know the sauce to.
(Am i doing this just to post a picture of this hot guy i cant find from this unknown manhwa?? Yeahhhh)

Do y'all really not like my pfp? It makes me kinda sad. Anyways I'm not changing it because I love it, and stop calling him bald. Never mind he's bald.

So I am pansexual but I live in a christian family. My grandpa is a pastor and my family try to go to church every Sunday. I grew up in the church and grew up with being taught gay is wrong. I never heard my grandfather talk about gay people but since he is a pastor I feel he would say they are a sin. Going back to me I am pansexual or still trying to figure it out. I already told my best friend but to be honest I only told her cuz she is bisexual. Its not that I dont trust her its just I don't know how she would react. I want to tell all the people I'm close to but I dont know how. I want to tell my God sister who i known since birth but whenever I want to I just dont. I also want to tell people at my school but some of them are lowkey homophobic. This girl is bisexual and she tried to commit suicide because people would bully her for it same with my best friend she gets bullied for being bisexual. I want to express myself more and I wouldnt care what people think of me but im still scared. I want to tell my parents to but I can't. You know those type if people that aren't homophobic but are that's them. My mom has gay friends but doesn't like when I watch stuff like that. Example there is a gay couple on TV she'll make me stop watching the show. I think she isnt homophobic but doesn't want me to be that way I guess. My dad says the f slur everytime he sees something gay. I want to tell him he shouldn't do it because its not right but I'm pretty sure he won't listen to me. He also has gay friends but doesn't talk to them like that. It is very confusing. Anyway me and my parents already dont have a good relationship. My dad thinks there is something wrong with me and instead of trying to help me and sign me up for therapy he wants to put me in a psych ward. I already suffer from suicidal thoughts, depression and I think I have borderline personality disorders. I just dont know what to do. I really want to tell everybody but I'm scared. I feel like if I tell my friends they'll just say I'm doing it for attention knowing my situation but I'm not. I wanna now when is the right time. I also think my other friends that I'm really close to will be mad that I kept it from them this whole time. I just need advice please help.

I personally think they're all just as bad. I'd like to hear everyone elses opinion on this since I see people comparing them irl and online. Please don't come after me for having my own opinion because I'm just asking for a simple explanation.

yall ever read a story when its not that popular and then watch it get popular and feel very happy

this just happened with the story "mom im gay" i remember reading it when it had like 100 people reading it now its on the front page starts sobbing

yall ever read a story when its not that popular and then watch it get popular and feel very happy

this just happened with the story "mom im gay" i remember reading it when it had like 100 people reading it now its on the front page starts sobbing

I just wanted someone to understand and help me come up with some answers...or anything..
Thanks

so this gay guy kept bullying me, telling me I'm so fat, I'm a pig, a slut etc. just because he thinks we both like the same man.

so i confronted him by text asking him what dafuq is his problem but then he just kept talking shit about me so i fcking lashed out ofc!!

i told him "PLS FCKING BITCH SHUT DAFUQ UP" because his words are clearly crossing the line. and then I told him

"i hate bitches like you" and "can't we atleast talk nicely?"

But he fcking blocked me and the next thing I knew he posted me in his socmed telling people im so homophobic with the screenshot highlighting what the first two i said and he erased what he said in that screenshot.

now people are attacking me even my friends, so.. am i homophobic? I'm sorry i just don't know who to talk to. I'm breaking down right now.

the fact i missed the doja cat and sza music video cause i was asleep man this sucks BUT THE SONG IS SO GOOD SO IS THE MUSIC VIDEO

Who was going to tell me that some of you guys remember me as my pfp, but remember it by the "bald guy" WHAT? WHAT? WHAT? HE IS NOT BALD? HE HAS LOTS OF HAIR FOR A MATTER OF FACT???
Anyways tell me what you guys remember me by.
-Yujin

X wasn't a minor.

you think there'd be that one person in a zombie apocalypse saying "zombies are humans too!" or something similar to that?

So it kinda started with my mom having this store and iz was working there .Then my grandma walked in and we started talking about a party and another person walks in and asks for something. Later on my mom,grandma, aunt and i all were talking and getijg ready,I was left behind cause i was given extra stuff to do. Then i fell asleep, and when i woke up it felt like. something was on top of me, and found out it was two foxes a baby one on my head and the father in my back. Then there was this whole montage of this women who was overwhelmed because of school and her parents. I then fell asleep again and the foxes were suddenly back but i didnt care because i was crying cause i was really late to the party, and then father fox said something to me but i dont remember what it was by the end of the dream my phone was just vibrating over and over again and was really fucking annoyed cause i was still crying. Then i woke up to my mom calling me because i overslept and missed like 20 minutes of first period for school.

Does anyone what that dream meant

So I'm the same person who put up the online love questions.
And here I am...idk if it is appropriate to talk about what I've gone through, but I just need to get if off and need some answers.
(EVERYTHING HAPPENED IN TEXTS)
-I've loved this person whom I met in discord.
-I can vouch that this person let's call "X" was genuine, didn't lie about age/origin/gender/etc.
(Exuding the white lies)
--Trust me, I can filter out people who are genuine or not esp in online platforms, and then X was someone I could trust right at an instant.
-I also don't fall in love easily, infact I was so done with love. But idk what came over me.
-and yes I have a real life and I'm not much into social meds.
---But just when I decide to try out discord this had to happen.
-We met through a mutual friend, X DM me first, after much consultation with that mutual friend (that's what X told me, since X isn't the type to DM first)
-We seemed to share the same likings and maybe even our personalities were a bit similar.
-everything was going well, our feelings were mutual. We started dating.
-i warned X before hand that I am serious about us. That one day I'd actually fly over or X could...that I'm the kind of person who can commit n more..
-X said X is serious too.
-I believed in our relationship. I believed X. I believed we wanted the same thing. I gave my all. But then I think I got a bit extreme. I think I believed X a bit too much. I think I started planning for the future. I think I was insanely in love with X.
-I started talking about real stuffs with X, I shared X about how my real days went by, X did too.
-But sometimes it felt like.. when a tiny bit of problem arised, X just don't want to deal with it. It felt like X only wanted happy moments. It felt like X only wanted to play house with me.
-let me tell something about X.
-i noticed that X was online 24*7 except the sleep, it seemed like X didn't had much to do irl. while I'm with X just for a few hours, at the end of the day before getting my sleep.
-oh and we were continents apart, but it didn't mattered to me.
So
-X was a bit more shy than the usual human, and X doesn't talk much, X finds it hard to come up with something to talk about, X finds it hards to continue a conversation, this was the tiny problem that came between us. But it was never a big issue for me. I understood.
-understood and understood....until...sometimes I couldn't take it... But we never had any major arguments because of it.
-X started feeling burdened b'cus of it.
-X started feeling X wasn't good enough for me, (that X told me)
-X wouldn't express wholeheartedly what X is going through, but I understood.
-X suddenly decided to call it off. It was abrupt, right in the middle of a normal conversation.
-i think X felt too burdened because if the whole not being able to have a proper conversation with me, since talking is hard for X, since...X thinks I'm always upset because of X,
Before I could even assure X of how that's not it, X just decided to call it off. Like X never needed to ask me first, but just decided on X's own what was good for us and what is not..ughh.
One last question I asked was if X ever honestly felt anything for me, X replied "X feels alot for me" but it's just not working out like X thought it will.
-i went numb.
-all what X said now meant nothing, while i meant all that I've told X.
-i couldn't process anything ATM
-i couldn't even begged him, my subconscious mind did not even begged X to give it a chance, maybe I knew it will never worked out.
-we voiced chated for the last time, I sobbed and sobbed but didn't begged or cuss or..
-i just let X go..
-i just wished the best for X, tho it pains me so much.
-i bid X farewell with a warm bittersweet long text, and for the last time.i could see X's status as "...in Spain but without the S" (like wth...you brought the PAIN urself..)
-i deleted my discord account.
-im trying to move on..
- I still have so many questions that I want to ask X, but that won't change anything.
---So this is it.
----idk if anything is making sense.
---But can anyone get anything from this story and come up with some theories...
..like was anything worth it??
..Did X ever even liked me??
..Do you guys think I was really in love with X??
..is it okay that I let X go without asking for a second chance?
...was X reason even reasonable??? And genuine???
(I just had a second thought of not posting this, but since I came this far...yea let it be...
AND also...am I normal??? Like...who falls in love online...??...uggh..like wth came over me..
Also I'm an adult...like 24ish.. and yes X was younger than...me.. like...way younger, my age was the only thing I lied about to X, since yea..I never act my age..
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