about thank yaoi for existing
seriously what r yalls biggest turn off in yaois, like mine is when the positions of the couple are awkward or second hand embarrassment...
long time no see ______
how is everyone are they doing okay?
well, that great I'm happy for you.
anyways how's life?
....
your not talking _______
is it me?
...
you're making your pain worse
...
in the end, you can't forget the pain
...
you would never forget about me not even once
goodbye _____
(just type honest answers like your actually talking to your pain)
how is everyone are they doing okay?
well, that great I'm happy for you.
anyways how's life?
....
your not talking _______
is it me?
...
you're making your pain worse
...
in the end, you can't forget the pain
...
you would never forget about me not even once
goodbye _____
(just type honest answers like your actually talking to your pain)
about tried to kill yourself
I just turned 22 this January. When i read mangas the idea they give off about having sex is really beautiful & pretty but when i think of it in real i find it really disgusting. I feel really insecure about my body cuz its really different what movies & mangas show the " beautiful body" type. Im scared of men in real . i see men nothing but cheating machines or horny 24/7 . Men that see nothing but to satisfy themselves. In mangas mls see feelings beyond the sex. It terrifies me that I'll never to able to get that intimacy with feelings. Its really hard for someone who has terrible trust issues , crippling anxiety & insecurities. Y'all can share your experiences if you don't mind.
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It has come to my attention, that some people get scammed when buying anime products and instead of getting what they think is an official item, they end up buying a remade knockoff version.
So I would just like to share the few OFFICIAL anime merch websites. :3
(If the product says "Pre- order" that means they are currently in production and they won't ship them out till all purchases are made // if the product says "In- stock" that means the items are finished and ready to be shipped)
Hopefully this helped and if you know of any more pls do comment <3
https://www.goodsmileus.com/ https://otakumode.com/
https://solarisjapan.com/ https://store.crunchyroll.com/
https://www.dekaianime.com/store/ https://www.kotous.com/
https://www.play-asia.com/ https://www.viz.com/
https://www.sublimemanga.com/ https://www.harum.io/collections/books
(I noticed ppl were buying fake nendos from *enshiy.store on inta and *mazon)
So I would just like to share the few OFFICIAL anime merch websites. :3
(If the product says "Pre- order" that means they are currently in production and they won't ship them out till all purchases are made // if the product says "In- stock" that means the items are finished and ready to be shipped)
Hopefully this helped and if you know of any more pls do comment <3
https://www.goodsmileus.com/ https://otakumode.com/
https://solarisjapan.com/ https://store.crunchyroll.com/
https://www.dekaianime.com/store/ https://www.kotous.com/
https://www.play-asia.com/ https://www.viz.com/
https://www.sublimemanga.com/ https://www.harum.io/collections/books
(I noticed ppl were buying fake nendos from *enshiy.store on inta and *mazon)
about crippling anxiety
T.W: Abuse
After 1-2 years, yesterday my mom just started to lash/vent her anger out on me again. She heard me crying, and got pissed somehow. She went there, pulled my hair, punched me in the arm and dragged me to a bedroom and started to yell at me and hit me. I was sobbing and shaking by that point and she noticed that and yelled at me to stop then dragged me to the kitchen and made me do my school work there (I was doing a project before she lashed out at me, and I was crying bc of the video we were assigned to watch to write an essay from), coincidentally after she did that, my uncle came to visit our house unexpectedly, and my grandma offered him to eat as always. We had two tables in the kitchen, I was sitting on the left one and he was eating at the right. My grandma started talking to him more than she usually does, probably to distract him from looking at me bc I was really trying to keep quiet from crying. I tried to leave because I was really embarrassed, but she pulled me down saying “Come back here and sit back down.” sternly. I had no other choice but to sit back down; my face in a crying mess. Whenever I tried to wipe my tears she would hit my arm with a metal ruler. Whenever I slowed down even for a bit she would hit the table with it and it would crack loudly which scares me everytime because I developed the fear of loud sounds/ shouting 2 years ago, which was a result of her abusing me too.
I tried leaving multiple times, but it always lead to me getting pulled back. I think my uncle put two and two together and started distracting my mom so I can leave to compose/fix myself. He asked her for juice, so she had to leave to leave to make some. I took the opportunity to rush to my bedroom and fix myself. I went back as quickly possible after that.
After my uncle left, she told me to eat dinner whilst she lectured me. She told me “How can you cry just because of a video?” “You keep crying so much because of those things you’ve read and watched but you can’t even cry that much when I told you about your dad?” “Its like you didn’t even care!”. I was so upset that I wanted to scream, but I was too scared and petrified in place to do so. My dad disappeared when I was 4 which caused my family to move to my grandma’s house. 2 years ago she revealed to me why, it was also the same year wherein she started abusing me. She started using the fact that I knew what happened to my dad as something to guilt trip me with. She told me to quicken up my pace (of eating) more and more. Even when I was starting to gag. She continued yelling at me for the rest of the night until 11, whilst I still occasionally cried, just silently this time.
My eyes are still swollen and I’m still shaking until today, I can’t even think straight so I’m sorry if any of these didn’t make any sense. I’ve been recovering pretty decently after her abuse, but I feel like I’m about to relapse. I have no one to go to because they’ll all be on my mom’s side. I really don’t know what to do. Idk if anyone will see this but it lifts some weight off my shoulders by sharing this. (P.S: I’m writing this in a throwaway acc for obvious reasons.)
After 1-2 years, yesterday my mom just started to lash/vent her anger out on me again. She heard me crying, and got pissed somehow. She went there, pulled my hair, punched me in the arm and dragged me to a bedroom and started to yell at me and hit me. I was sobbing and shaking by that point and she noticed that and yelled at me to stop then dragged me to the kitchen and made me do my school work there (I was doing a project before she lashed out at me, and I was crying bc of the video we were assigned to watch to write an essay from), coincidentally after she did that, my uncle came to visit our house unexpectedly, and my grandma offered him to eat as always. We had two tables in the kitchen, I was sitting on the left one and he was eating at the right. My grandma started talking to him more than she usually does, probably to distract him from looking at me bc I was really trying to keep quiet from crying. I tried to leave because I was really embarrassed, but she pulled me down saying “Come back here and sit back down.” sternly. I had no other choice but to sit back down; my face in a crying mess. Whenever I tried to wipe my tears she would hit my arm with a metal ruler. Whenever I slowed down even for a bit she would hit the table with it and it would crack loudly which scares me everytime because I developed the fear of loud sounds/ shouting 2 years ago, which was a result of her abusing me too.
I tried leaving multiple times, but it always lead to me getting pulled back. I think my uncle put two and two together and started distracting my mom so I can leave to compose/fix myself. He asked her for juice, so she had to leave to leave to make some. I took the opportunity to rush to my bedroom and fix myself. I went back as quickly possible after that.
After my uncle left, she told me to eat dinner whilst she lectured me. She told me “How can you cry just because of a video?” “You keep crying so much because of those things you’ve read and watched but you can’t even cry that much when I told you about your dad?” “Its like you didn’t even care!”. I was so upset that I wanted to scream, but I was too scared and petrified in place to do so. My dad disappeared when I was 4 which caused my family to move to my grandma’s house. 2 years ago she revealed to me why, it was also the same year wherein she started abusing me. She started using the fact that I knew what happened to my dad as something to guilt trip me with. She told me to quicken up my pace (of eating) more and more. Even when I was starting to gag. She continued yelling at me for the rest of the night until 11, whilst I still occasionally cried, just silently this time.
My eyes are still swollen and I’m still shaking until today, I can’t even think straight so I’m sorry if any of these didn’t make any sense. I’ve been recovering pretty decently after her abuse, but I feel like I’m about to relapse. I have no one to go to because they’ll all be on my mom’s side. I really don’t know what to do. Idk if anyone will see this but it lifts some weight off my shoulders by sharing this. (P.S: I’m writing this in a throwaway acc for obvious reasons.)
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we have simps, anime, kpop, ect. please just join im trying to create the most cathodic thing ever
we have simps, anime, kpop, ect. please just join im trying to create the most cathodic thing ever
about get to know you
Yow, I downloaded camp buddy and it wont open. All I see is Ren'py loading. I'm startong to regret downpoading it since it costs alot of storage for me to download it.
about crippling anxiety
I don’t know what’s going on I haven’t been able to sleep because of work from all my classes like goddamn why does my English teacher want 4 essays per week can we like not? My Psychology teacher keeps giving us the most confusing shit in existence. My math teacher doesn’t even teach just tells us to go to some random ass website online that WE have to pay for. I have no idea wtf my chemistry teacher is even saying due to his accent and that he talks fast and I simply don’t get the math part of chemistry.
I now weigh 78 lbs as a person with a height of 5’3 and I look like fucking skeleton I think I’m getting overwhelmed and my body is preparing me for the mental breakdown idk what’s going on
I now weigh 78 lbs as a person with a height of 5’3 and I look like fucking skeleton I think I’m getting overwhelmed and my body is preparing me for the mental breakdown idk what’s going on
about question
about being gay
So I was reading porn and listening to music
My mom came in (it's 12 and I'm supposed to be asleep at 9
Our conversation
Her) why are you up
Me) watching po... Pichu
Her) what
Me) lilipichu -switches tab- see
Her) oh
WHY WAS SHE UP???
Good song btw https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=DXuNJ267Vss
..don't ask why
My mom came in (it's 12 and I'm supposed to be asleep at 9
Our conversation
Her) why are you up
Me) watching po... Pichu
Her) what
Me) lilipichu -switches tab- see
Her) oh
WHY WAS SHE UP???
Good song btw https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=DXuNJ267Vss
..don't ask why
about being gay
Haebom from CBAW. i think hes a bit childish. i cant pinpoint why i feel this way, i just do.
Perhaps its cus he literally looks the same since when he was 14 years old.
maybe its cus the fandom babies him alot. i think his character could be fleshed out more.
this is a genuine question, not an attack. i want your honest unbiased opinion on how mature he is, keeping in mind that he is 24 years old now.
Perhaps its cus he literally looks the same since when he was 14 years old.
maybe its cus the fandom babies him alot. i think his character could be fleshed out more.
this is a genuine question, not an attack. i want your honest unbiased opinion on how mature he is, keeping in mind that he is 24 years old now.
about tried to kill yourself
what is your phobia? (if you have one)
- don't bother commenting if it's homophobia or xenophobia
- don't bother commenting if it's homophobia or xenophobia
about get to know you
anyway i havent been active and ik you guys are so depressed because of it ik but upload a picture and change the last 3 numbers and see what picture you get im curious
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HELLO KUNG IKAW PO AY FILIPINO AT GUSTO MAKA SALIMUHA SA IBANG FILIPINO PEEPS JOIN KA NA AHHAHAHAHA
Oks lang yan kahit hindi fluent ka magsalita ng tagalog dahil ito ay semi-english na server ((:
we're really nice! nangangagat lang minsan HAHAHAHAHHA
tapos magkakaroon ka na ng jowa sa feb 14 kapag nag join ka RAWR
JOIN NA FOR FREE CAT EARS?? BARK BARK ay este meow pala yon
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about having a lover
Does anybody know what happen to the person with the oikawa pfp that you guys called king I haven't been on mangago a lot lately it seems the account got deleted
