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My uncle died today and I don't feel anything no sadness no missing him no feeling sorry or worried about how my aunt is feeling nothing in fact I felt as
if it was a normal day to the point I even forgot he died for a few hours
Its as.if I just heard a random person died today I mean we were not that close but still I grew up with him and ik it sounds like I'm over reacting but
it's not the first time this has happened I remember when I was around 7/8 years old and my dad was in the hospital for a heart attack and was close to dying he even had to.get surgery but I didn't care at all I wasn't sad I wasn't worried I just felt annoyed that we had to go to the hospital so much but everyone around me was crying and worried and my cousin who was around the same age as me was crying saying I was crazy for not caring and it's not like me and my dad had a bad relationship no.in fact we were the closest a dad and a kid could get but I just didn't feel anything same thing with my mom she had cancer and had to go through so many surgerys but once again I just didn't care in fact I was more annoyed then anything bc we had to travel so much to doctors tbh me and her have more of a hate relationship than anything especially at that time but still I think I should have some what cared

And the truth is I feel like if my family like my mom dad and little sister passed I really wouldn't care or feel anything besides being annoyed and I've thought about it seen it happening in my head just to see how I would feel and it wasn't sadness I felt but almost the opposite I don't want to say happiness but it wasn't far off from it the thing is I have really bad anger issues to the point of wanting to hurt people both mentally and physically of course I don't but the desire is still there but If i.couldn't feel emotions and was just fucking crazy whatever but the problem is I can feel emotions I feel sadness I feel happiness I feel anger I feel all of it like a normal person I can cry from a show feel happy from a good novel I can feel angry from something stupid I can feel shy from meeting people I can care what people think i CAN miss people and Care for them but it's almost like somethings just wrong

And I'm not even asking this on here bc I feel guilty no I realize I don't care the way I should ik it's not normal to desire and feel happiness from hurting people I just wanted to see if maybe someone can give me a idea on what might be wrong with me

Anyways Ik I sound stupid and like im trying to be dark or something im not I just don't know how to explain it and ik I'm probably not going to get answers from mgg but i.just wanted to get it off my mind

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Whats a gift you received that turned out to be a nightmare to own. For example a grandfather clock or painting that was initially really cool in the daylight but haunts your home at night. For me it was brookstone gifts, they were amazing gifts that I used damn near everyday but they never lasted more than a year. They were items I couldn't get from anywhere else and everything from brookstone is expensive so to buy them myself just for it to randomly stop working within the year, tragic.

I keep seeing ice do worse and worse shit lately, likely they’re legit just killing people now out in the open for no reason(literally ANYBODY) and getting away with it. Im tired of this country and Im tired of living with people who think this is ok. Theres so many genocides going on and so much oppression and senseless violence that atp I hope the world just ends, we don’t deserve to be alive any more. I hate all of this, I just want it to stop. I don’t want any more innocent people to die, to starve, to get raped and tortured. I just don’t get how people can be so evil. How does so much hate accumulate in you that you want to kill innocent people, men, women, children, everyone. This is really the worst why are we devolving so much I hate this so fucking much.

Imagine ALL illegals webtoons/mangas sites are shutdown. What will you do ? Are you gonna paid to continue reading ? Or will you stop cauz' it's too expensive to read all your favorites ?
Personnally, I dunno... when I see my list (1925 mangas/manhwas), I'm not ready to paid for all. I will choose my favorites if I really want to see the end but I think I will be sad to not finish all.
So, what will you do ?

My favorite color is orange

It reminds me of the shit I took this morning. It was warm and squished between my ass cheek, smearing on my skin. It was so stinky and there was corn chunks in it. Can't forget the slimy string on it. It felt like creamy slime!

I know there are a few nagito kins on here

I need a movie that'll help me become more me or figure out who I am. I feel so lost and estranged from my body and mind.

but my hobbies are reading FICTIONAL GAY SEX.

help me.

I've been stalling him with manga/hwa I literally do not give a fuck about beyond being a massive simp and shipping. but he's reading them and he wants to talk about it like seriously and I'm just man the only shit I know is related to character A and character B potentially fucking. you think I know the lore? no.

all I think about all day is them kissing and touching each other.

I'm going to cry.

he sits next to me in class, by sits next to, I mean I've switched spots like three times and he just follows me.

Dabi hawks cosplayers roleplaying sex on TikTok is definitely my favorite. Like that time had everyone feeling no embarrassment whatsoever and being cringe as shit. Low-key miss it

Be a main character but you have the y/n curse where you moan uncontrollably or be a side character in BLs where no matter where and when you go, you will hear someone fucking.

Forum literally now consuming all of space just to say “Mangago will shut down” or “MANGAGO will die.” Can everyone shut the fuck up? This is an illegal porn site—do you all expect that no one knows this?? ILLEGAL.

Of course the legal team has the right to shut down every fucking illegal site. If they keep producing content with hundreds of consumers but only one person actually buying, do you think they can keep it up?? NO! So they need to take action.

Keep remembering: this is an illegal website with a small chance of going down—but never ZERO.

during the whole time authors going insane about illegal sites and specifically mention mangago i dont really care much (for some reason this site is holding on so strong despite being noticed by legal companies, i have no idea how)

but now bato is down im so worried about this site. I've been here every single day for the past 5 years, if this site disappear im genuinely gonna be so upset

Can that stupid ass fucking bitch on tiktok stfu like she's a grown ass fucking woman living in her mother's basement pressed about some gay manga sites like Kakao has bigger shit to fucking worry about like how they caused a editor to miscarriage or the ASSAULT OF AN EMPLOYEE which lead to her death, and ton of other shit and that dumb fuck on tiktok needs to delete their account and idk why people are following them and giving them attention and another thing Lamy is annoying as fuck like a lot of people don't have money to read legally because most of the time stuff isn't translated in different languages or globalized like stop fucking shaming on people who read illegally and privately its only people who LEAK and name drop shit that make it worse on everyone

I’m 21, girl, and live on the southeast of the US!
If you’re in the same age range and a chill person, feel free to message and I can share my discord to you. Doing this because I realize I don’t have many friends lmao

Can someone recommend me any bl Enigma x Alpha manga/manhwa/manhua, maybe novel too (￣∇￣")