about have fake friends
23 07,2025
I just answered a scam call today and I feel so stupid. Whatever I'd like to see what they can do with five dollars.
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I don't even know why, but i can't bring myself to read yaoi anymore, like i used to read so much of it in like 2021, but at one point around like 2023 i just stopped. it's not even because the stories r bad, i like a lot of them, but i don't feel the same excitement. i used to enjoy yaoi and yuri at the same frequency, but now it's just 99% yuri and 1% yaoi and that 1% is just here because i read banana fish and svsss, does that happen to anybody else here ?
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23 07,2025
Okay, so I love reading dark and psychological yaoi with heavy themes like rape and torture. Not because I enjoy it, I really don’t , but because I like to make myself suffer emotionally. I love crying while reading, especially when the uke suffers a lot and cries a lot. I always find myself sympathizing with them, wanting to hug them, protect them, and just be there for them.
What I really crave is for them to have a happy moment later on, even if it’s with the person who hurt them , but only after heavy redemption. I know it sounds weird, and I want to be clear: I don’t support Stockholm Syndrome or romanticizing abuse. But there’s something about when the abuser truly breaks down, realizes what they’ve done, begs for forgiveness, changes, and starts genuinely yearning for the uke… I don’t know how to explain it. It makes my heart ache in a good way. I guess I just really want to see the victim find happiness and peace, even in the most twisted situations.
I know this might sound strange or even messed up. I’m self-aware of how weird I might be coming off. But I never enjoy the rape scenes , they make me cry. A lot. And I know it’s going to hurt, but that’s why I read them. It’s like I want to go through that emotional pain just to get to the healing part.
I know this is a heavy topic and probably very, very controversial. Y’all can hate me if you want, I get it. But I’d genuinely like to hear your thoughts.
What I really crave is for them to have a happy moment later on, even if it’s with the person who hurt them , but only after heavy redemption. I know it sounds weird, and I want to be clear: I don’t support Stockholm Syndrome or romanticizing abuse. But there’s something about when the abuser truly breaks down, realizes what they’ve done, begs for forgiveness, changes, and starts genuinely yearning for the uke… I don’t know how to explain it. It makes my heart ache in a good way. I guess I just really want to see the victim find happiness and peace, even in the most twisted situations.
I know this might sound strange or even messed up. I’m self-aware of how weird I might be coming off. But I never enjoy the rape scenes , they make me cry. A lot. And I know it’s going to hurt, but that’s why I read them. It’s like I want to go through that emotional pain just to get to the healing part.
I know this is a heavy topic and probably very, very controversial. Y’all can hate me if you want, I get it. But I’d genuinely like to hear your thoughts.
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23 07,2025
Anyone read smut for fun then find an absolute gem of a story? Thats me rn. im like Hehe cock in hole- then the next chapter im bawling.
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23 07,2025
incoming first-year college student here, to all my IT (information technology) seniors out there, give this boy some notes and tips please....this bitch doesn't know what he signed up for and absolutely has no basic programming knowledge......
I passed my dream university and got my dream program (BS Psychology) but it's too far from home so I got stuck with this program I have no idea nor background knowledge to...please.....feed me, my seniors.....I bow before you.....
I passed my dream university and got my dream program (BS Psychology) but it's too far from home so I got stuck with this program I have no idea nor background knowledge to...please.....feed me, my seniors.....I bow before you.....
about read 1000 manga or more
23 07,2025
Soooo...the genre...ummm..yaoi I guess? But the story kinda....so it's start with bottom got married and then on the wedding night, when he went to meet his wife for their first night together, he found out the crown prince (top? I guess) killed his wife cause that jerk like bottom...so I think bottom got kidnapped by crown prince? Maybe? And got confined. Plus he got graped everyday. One day, crown prince left behind the key for his room maybe? I forgot but he took that key and ran away but accidently met the the emperor/king (another shit). Bottom asks for help from that shit and that shit kinda pretend to help him but that shit also like that bottom so, after taking him inside some room to 'supposedly' listen to the explanation? He got graped by that shit and then crown prince find bottom and they 3some bottom. Bottom got confined again and becoming a s*x toy for both of them. A bad ending. Bottom is a noble and crown prince's friend I think? Soooooo...pls help me find it....
Sorry for my bad English tho... it's not my first language...
Sorry for my bad English tho... it's not my first language...
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I have noticed people being extra curt and "sassy" in the replies. Before there were arguments but lately it feels extra weird. Having a negative opinion on a manga or a character is one thing (and I enjoy reading others feelings on them) but being bratty about it leaves me like????? Has anyone else noticed this lately? Or am I touching grass too often?
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23 07,2025
what music do you listen to?
tell me your favorite song & i’ll listen to it bc i’m curious what users listen to & i’m desperate for recommendations.
tell me your favorite song & i’ll listen to it bc i’m curious what users listen to & i’m desperate for recommendations.
about give life advice
23 07,2025
Ever start a manhwa then be flashed seconds later after reading the 1st chapter? Well same here pal!
Started a new manhwa today thinking it was just that classic romance/rantasy goods but NO ts was smut. And I found that out a few seconds into the 1st chapter.
Ik some are gonna be like "well you should have saw it coming the genre was in the tags." I OVERLOOKED THAT.
Just glanced at the cover and title while I was on my hunt for new manhwa adding random manhwas without even checking the tags and was like: "Ooo this LOOKS good I'll save this for later."
Later comes and now here we are..
But besides this I want to know if some had similar experiences. Did you ever encounter a manhwa and well...be flashed at an unexpected moment?
Started a new manhwa today thinking it was just that classic romance/rantasy goods but NO ts was smut. And I found that out a few seconds into the 1st chapter.
Ik some are gonna be like "well you should have saw it coming the genre was in the tags." I OVERLOOKED THAT.
Just glanced at the cover and title while I was on my hunt for new manhwa adding random manhwas without even checking the tags and was like: "Ooo this LOOKS good I'll save this for later."
Later comes and now here we are..
But besides this I want to know if some had similar experiences. Did you ever encounter a manhwa and well...be flashed at an unexpected moment?
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Specially when I action anime or manhwa just includes Romance out of no where in the story, what are your thoughts on that?
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22 07,2025
Im looking for mangas where the MC feels self hate or feels like they dont deserve love/good things, those mangas hit a nerve for me and i feel like reading some.
Preferably romance (i really feel it when tje female lead thinks like this) other genres too
Preferably romance (i really feel it when tje female lead thinks like this) other genres too
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She really surpassed bonnie blue and that isn't even a she..
China is really ahead of everyone damn
China is really ahead of everyone damn
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22 07,2025
I want Change in my life
I feel like I'll get closer to getting this change by doing something drastic,
but if I do it, it will distress the people I care about.
Not to mention it's not my place to decide someone's fate.
I also worry cause the pressure in me is so often I feel like I might just do it.
I feel like I'll get closer to getting this change by doing something drastic,
but if I do it, it will distress the people I care about.
Not to mention it's not my place to decide someone's fate.
I also worry cause the pressure in me is so often I feel like I might just do it.
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22 07,2025
What are the small things that others do makes you raise flags - green & red both. And I'm not talking about - empathy (green), rude (red) these are pretty obvious, I'm talking about the nuances or minute details that often goes unnoticed like- when someone keep on trying to include your introvert ahhh in a group conversation so u won't feel left out type shii.
I wanna know your experiences.
I wanna know your experiences.
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22 07,2025
I get very strong urges to cut myself but no actual satisfaction after I do so. Does this happen to anyone else?
