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i'm the same irl but i just haven't met anyone with the same taste as me for me to be myself with lol, i usually just roll with wtv the person i'm talking to is talking abt so i become bland and introverted. from where i live my tastes are usually considered interests weirdos have, would love to yap about orv, green yuri, my fav yaois and novels bu......   2 reply

I feel like we should also address the fact that kpop companies actually do intentionally sell queerbait on purpose for this specific reason. Like, not to diminsh weird kpop fans out there, but whenever I see ppl talk about kpop fans being weird, they never really talk about how the entire kpop industry is built around rewiring you into becoming p......   reply

Yo Extreme OCD and C-PTSD diagnosis here. Not going to go into detail about my intrusive thoughts, but to share my experience Ive had extremely violent/harmful ones toward others and myself for majority of my life (i was raised in an INTERESTING environment) , to the point where upon disclosing to a medical professional i was tested for ASPD befo......   1 reply

while on this topic i do not get the whole wonyoungism thing, you're basically making a human being as your aesthetic and standard. these people sugar coat it as a postivie idea for people to live a healthy lifestyle but c'mon man, in no way is this kind of obsession healthy   1 reply

My intrusive thoughts get worse the more depressed I get. I have had intrusive thoughts since I can remember, but they peaked when puberty hit and began causing physical pain (at least the thoughts involving self harm). Most of my intrusive thoughts are violent and sexual. When I'm holding a pen, knitting needle, or a knife, I often imagine stabbin......   reply

I used to say that there was a big difference, but actually, there is no difference, it's just no one talks to me about the stuff I like. So, they end up getting a really bland version of me, that actually isn't me being bland, it's them choosing to talk about shit that I don't gaf or know about. But the second they become comfortable enough to ta......   1 reply

Re:Zero. The writing is so ass but on occasion it's absolute peak I swear... plus the larping lwk got me addicted. Im genuinely always thinking about "Happy birthday Daniel," Pretty Eyes V3 (Subaru stairs song), how much I want to read it, what it does well (mental health (most of the time)), what it does absolutely horribly (almost everything), or......   reply

Feels like I wish my first attempted was a success. Everyday sucks I wanna get high off drugs again. Can't wait to get a drinking and drug addiction.   reply

My current hyperfixation is Gachiakuta/jabber/janka every day I think about Jabber, every day I collect more fan art of Jabber, every day I daydream about Jabber, I draw Jabber, I read fics with him, Ive cosplayed him, I love him so much bro.   reply

Yeah like u Ive had intrusive thoughts about incest. I try to immediately get rid of them by thinking about smth else and it usually works but it gets annoying. I also get intrusive thoughts about stabbing people or bitting people.   reply