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If anyone reads these kinds of stories or any stories you genuinely feel UGH-Ed by, feel free to message me. We should vent and let it out to each other, I notice I feel better when I share how I hate this story and stuff…

For me, I hate cheating. I’d rather be ran over by a truck (even better if isekai-ed) than excuse a cheater, and read the old school yaoi cheating + 10 Years I Loved You the Most/Decade of Deep Love, Their Night of Indulgence (might have said title wrong but it’s where the MC was cheated on by his ML, they were together for 10+ years, it hurt more because the ML was genuinely caring towards MC compared to the guy from Decade of Deep Love, so I questioned myself why? Even MC wondered if it’s possible to love two people at the same time—and thats possibly why ML cheated. Ugh…it sucks also because the annoying side piece never got consequences.)

I genuinely might have been emotionally scarred by the cheating stories, emotionally scarred. I wrote it twice, I have been psychologically affected too huh. It doesn’t help that I’m looking for a person like Sakurai Atsushi (rest in peace..). I’ll never reread those again. It was so sad I remember crying over my first Chinese story, they are really good at making you angry and sad. But I love the face slapping stories in danmei, usually I only have Japanese version for all comics and maybe some English to help me study further/to retain English language, but it’s my first time recently buying physical copies of danmei (not the cheating ones).

I’m not religious but pray for my emotional health.