Honestly it sounds like ur just trying to pretend to be crazy cause u wanna be different so you’re probably just an attention whore. Just from reading what u wrote and how u worded and phrased everything I’m pretty sure ur faking this for attention. 2 reply
Sorry if this sounds harsh but are you fr asking this kind of question to strangers who mostly consist of teens on an illegal manga-reading site?
You can't really expect to get any answers from us. Why not just seek a professional psychiatrist for a legitimate diagnosis instead of... this? And no, do not use WebMD.
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insomnia is completely normal (can be a result of hormonal imbalance or just mental health issues) as is talking to yourself. having violent thoughts is normal to an extent as long as it's simply intrusive thoughts, but as you've said you've acted on certain thoughts unknowingly which is not great to say the least. talk to your parents/guardians ab...... 1 reply
This just seems like normal shit. I'm not going to say anything definitive but you may be on the spectrum. I'd suggest talking to a mental health professional of some kind and bringing that up as a possibility. A lot of the time, especially for AFAB people, a mental health professional will only really consider that someone over the age of, like, t...... reply
If you think you have some kind of mental illness, seek professional help immediately. Don't ask for advice from young manga readers on an illegal manga website. I'm being serious. 1 reply
There’s nothing better than sitting down and binging through the entire Soulsborne series. I’ve never played Demon’s Souls but you bet your ass I’m gonna buy the PS5 just for that game.
Breath of the Wild quickly climbed up my ranks when I finally managed to play it. I’ve never played such an open world game that feels so alive. Most ...... reply
my mom knows (though she doesn't know what it's called). my sister kinda knows (she looked in one of my sketchbooks w/o permission, and saw two guys about to kiss (and a cross-dresser)). my dad doesn't know, but I think he'd be cool about it anyways. btw, both my parents are Christian. reply
people on twt and tiktok dont rlly hide this website,,, true.. and i cant even imagine being a weeb without this web. I'm not exaggerating at all, i used this web for almost 6 years (since im in 7th grade, im now graduating hs) and its been like, my daily activity. I read yaoi, or any other manga here and here only, since theres almost no good mang...... 1 reply
my mom,, i think she knew. My mom used to check my phone often, and i would guarantee she also knew i bought yaoi in japan (i didnt even try to hide it tho). She's already dead so i didnt see any problem,,,, and my dad, i dont think he knew. I think the only one who knew that i read yaoi so much is my bro, since i dont rlly hide anything from him reply
Danganronpa 1 and 2, persona series, final fantasy series, zelda series, uncharted series, catherine fb, red dead redemption, the last of us :-:
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My family are pretty open minded and while my parents are religious, they aren’t really concerned with or antagonistic towards homosexuals. My parents know I watch anime and all but they’re never interested in that stuff so they don’t really care what i read or watch. My siblings are actually more involved, I have 7 siblings and they all watc...... reply
I've been reading mangas for more than 20 years now. And lately manhwas... I gave up talking to my mum about my readings when while trying to explain a story I liked to her, she called that manga "your chinese thing" with disdain. I wasn't even talking about yaoi yet...
I gave her a geography lesson about Asia and after that I initiated a friend...... reply
My first yaoi ever experience was an anime, Sekaiichi Hatsukoi. I didn’t know what it was honestly and while i was taken in by the story, they started kissing and I freaked out. My sister also saw me watching it and SHE was freaking out so i stopped watching. But, i started watching again after a while because I couldn’t forget it lol of course...... reply
Once my twin sis full on exposed me and my older sis who both read yaoi by saying, and I’m quoting, “hahaha [my name] watches gay porn” AND AS I WAS FREAKING OUT MY MOM TURNED TO ME AND SAID “are you gay?” (not in a demeaning tone, just surprised) but I quickly brushed it off and it’s never been mentioned again
I confronted my twin and ...... reply
danganronpa, horizon zero dawn, persona 4 golden, amnesia memories, diablo 3, port royale, slime rancher, stardew valley, octopath traveler, tomodachi life, animal crossing, dark souls 3, dragon age inquisition, dramatical murder
all of the games, pretty much. my favorite changes like every week, but those are some of my more recent games. I'll pl...... reply
So, I'm weird. I've figured that out. But,... These days, I've been thinking I'm worse than that. So, let's list all the "irregular" things I do. Just making sure I'm normal.
1. I rock myself to sleep every night. I have insomnia, so I often just lay in bed, eyes wide open, just... thinking. One time, my sister said she was watching me for some time and I didn't even blink once. She called me a "creep". My mother asked me if I'm mental when she saw me rocking myself. That's when I knew normal people don't do that.
2. I have violent thoughts. We just recently got a puppy, and I think it's so cute... I just want to choke it ⁄(⁄ ⁄·⁄ω⁄·⁄ ⁄)⁄ No, seriously. I want to choke it. I actually choked our older dog one day, without even realizing. All I heard was a "KACK-" then I snapped back to my senses. I think about hurting people, too, but I haven't done that yet.
3. I talk to myself, A LOT. When I was in school, I didn't notice it, but people actually gave me that look like "What the fuck is wrong with her...?" I saw someone look at me like that once, so I decided to pay more attention to my surroundings for a week... turns out, that happened pretty often. Ah, but I don't talk to myself that much in public. The looks were probably cause I just burst into laughter for no reason apparent reason... I'm just so funny (≧∀≦) when I give myself a joke, I can't help but laugh! It must look weird to onlookers... plus, I laugh when I'm angry. I don't know why. I could even force myself to cry... I do that all the time to get my sister in trouble. I don't know the last time I genuinely cried.
There's a lot more, but this is already way too long.
I tried googleing what might be wrong with me mentally, but I'm pretty sure I'm not a psychopath.
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