Mc had 3 friends who he thinks are his friends but then one sees him kiss his one friend and threatens to tell unless he sleeps with hik. They sleep with each other basically rape but the friend he kissed im his sleep find out they're sleeping together and then rapes the mc too and then the two of them start raping the mc. Then the last friend happen to see mc being rated by one of the dudes and asked if they were dating and u for a few moments think he's gonna save the mc but then starts raping the mc too. They all assault him both physically, mentally, and sexually. That's legit all the story is i keep wishing for the mc to kill himself but lowkey it probably wouldn't effect the three doucjebags cause they dont give a shit about him they dont even see him as human.
The mc said "i thought we were friends" and mc has backstory of his dad hitting him and having no one then he became friends with them in highschool. I want them all to die but know they won't so I want the mc to kill himself to escape

Can someone summarize please┗( T﹏T )┛ chapter one has be scared for the future with over 50 chapters- I really need to know what kind of mindset I should walk in with- or if I need to runaway