Same thought man....I was getting ick while reading it
Same thoughts. I hope Haley is out there, happy and doing what he loves and I hope he finds someone who would really love him despite everything.
Oh you just said everything that I had in mind. I'm still not done, I'm in chapter 55 but it bugged me that Noah it's extremely obsessed with Maison because he saved him?? And also Maison completely sees him as a child most of the time except, off course, because Haley was attracted sexually to Noah now he is too. I don't know, I felt consent was dubious most of the time, Maison even says that he doesn't like the way to they have sex but after seeing his face, oh never mind, I can resist this because I like you??? Whaaat? And as you said I felt horrible about Haley, this body swap, possessed bodies, whatever, sometimes leaves me with an after taste of kinda rape? Like the movie obsession where you don't have a say in your own body. Gosh I don't know, doesn't feel good.
Despite the high rating, this is quite mediocre. The chemistry between Mason and Noah isn't really there, Noah is just obsessed with Mason and Mason is just going along the ride. Mason still viewed Noah as a child most of the time, I believe the only reason he even developed feelings was because he is in Haley body (explaining the wet dreams and thinking about him a lot). Especially when Mason was a straight man until Haley's body basically "craves" the male touch.
Also speaking of Haley, he gets no justice and no happy ending. Haley was manipulated since he was a child, drug addicted, sex addicted, and needed psychological help. Clearly he still had a heart since he was sending money to all his relatives and he didn't have the strength to fight back, with barely his manager by his side that wasn't the best role model or try to help him grow. Constantly taking advantage to the point of being so desperate for love that he spent 30k using his life to save Noah's life. I honestly wished he somehow switched into Mason's body, it healed (like switch body magic automatically healed him) and he started a new life because of confusion and became happy.
Instead Haley's body is being used and Noah is constantly talking about how "slutty" his body is and degrading him. When Haley's body reactions is the only reason theyre together. Idk, everything just gave me a big ick. I guess I'm glad Noah and Mason gets a happy ending, but Haley deserves justice and love too.