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chesanat0r February 8, 2019 4:55 am

I found it pretty interesting how they portrayed his trauma, instead of sticking with the common way of showing it, they actually showed an even darker side to the trauma because now that its directly tied to his sexual pleasures, which would normally be something people do to feel good, but now he's kinda just caught in this endless loop of physical pleasure and mental pain.
Also just that feel of hating the fact that you would still feel it despite the trauma would be even scarier and make him feel even worse everytime he does it.

chesanat0r September 16, 2018 8:13 pm

Sorry, kinda confused, I'm seeing a lot of comment about him having autism, is that confirmed or is that just speculation? And why is everyone fighting about it?


Also this manga was great I loved it (⌒▽⌒)

    somerandomgirl September 17, 2018 12:43 am

    It’s not confirmed yet but you can tell it from the way he behaves. He was about to say it on the last chapter but his talking was interrupted.

    youraedthiswrogn September 18, 2018 2:01 am

    It's just speculation. As far as fights, i haven't seen any? I HAVE noticed from my talks with 3 people that the ones who believe it's true are VERY strong in their beliefs, it's hard talking to them without them taking offense. I had posted a topic literally just saying "it isn't canon" and got quite a bit of backlash.

chesanat0r June 5, 2018 1:07 am

Am I the only one that thought that first story was a little too smooth? Suspicious..... (⊙…⊙ )

chesanat0r May 5, 2018 1:04 am

(=・ω・=)
It's a cute story, and I love their backgrounds but... I feel like it's a little rushed and that messes a little with the mood... :/

chesanat0r May 2, 2018 11:15 pm

Guys, calm down. You can NOT talk about love and logic as the same thing. They are different and often times contradict each other. And you guys are also contradicting yourselves when you say that Kou is pathetic because he found out something he did wrong and desperately tried to fix it, it's better than sitting around doing absolutely nothing like many other yaoi characters (or really any romance characters). He's literally doing it in the name of love, how much more do you want!?!? And for those degrading Shinobu for his choices should also know that forgiving someone is a matter of one's own will so don't expect your sense of morals and forgiveness to be on the same level as his. Especially those who don't even start to see his way of thinking and force out their opinions instead. He went back because he loved him. You guys are talking like the world is perfectly happy all the time and there's peace everywhere, but there's not. That's what makes this manga so realistic because people aren't looking for perfection, they want happiness. And who are we to say that this happiness isn't good enough. So you guys need to calm down a little and try to get out of your own head and try to see a different perspective



Thanks for readingヾ(❀╹◡╹)ノ~

chesanat0r March 31, 2018 6:12 am

Overall I loved this story! It was adorable and always managed to have that lingering feeling that something bad was going to happen. I was about to cry on chapter 29 though, they had to throw in that extra bit about Sungdo and I literally said "Ow" when he made that sad face, I didn't even know him much but... My poor heart ┗( T﹏T )┛
The last chapter was also a cute add-on that I enjoyed very much. I feel like it reflected ideas that the mangaka wanted to add into the main story but never could...
I love this story, it's amazing!ヾ(☆▽☆)

chesanat0r December 24, 2017 8:44 am

Okay guys, don't you think some of you are judging Taichi a little too harshly? just because he is not like every other cliche yaoi character (which, don't get me wrong, I still love them) that has a perfect mental state at all times and it's always going smoothly, doesn't mean Taichi is a bad character. This story focuses more on the realistic side, the fighting, the fear of not being accepted, the desperation. Therefore, I think Taichi is actually one of the most perfect characters for a manga like this, he's realistic and it's not like he keeps dwelling on the exact same problem either. And he's overcoming all of them one by one. He definitely deserves to be with Nao because even though they had their problems, they were caused because he cared too much for him, and yes this actually does happen in the real world, and it shows that not everything is perfect.

    MissManga December 25, 2017 5:24 pm

    I agree ith you. That's what I like about this mangaka.Hes way of writing the feelings of his characters with their complexity, their doubt, their fear . Some people need time to accept themselves, they fear people's judgement of their sexual orientation, but also to find the courage to reveal this to their loved ones. Life may be a fairy tale for some but for others, it is composed of hardships, mistakes that must be learned lessons from. Taichi is not perfect, he is human. And what matters is that Nao accepts him with his flaws and doubts.

    cierruuuu December 27, 2017 12:14 pm

    I agree with you both. :) This is very realistic.It's actually my most fave from Ogeretsu-sensei's works. :)

    And oh, at least Taichi really matured compared to their high school days, because now... even after all those dramas and hurtful ways, he still talked to Nao in the end and they were able to patched things up. If this is high school Taichi and Nao then maybe they broke up again but no. Nao insist on talking with him even if Taichi refuses.

    I love my baby Nao. huhu. He's the one who never gives up until Taichi realized everything.

    Kenna-desu January 5, 2018 9:50 pm

    I never thought Taichi is a bad character.. He just got weak mental state from so many problems. I'm on both Taichi and Naoto sides.. Whoever talk rubbish about one of them, go die. Haha.

    For Nishii too, he's a great guy for me.. Yes he maybe starting to deeply fall ij love with Nao. But. Ue decide not to rush or force NaoTai to break up. He just wish they wouod break up,but he did nothing to make them break up. He want they break on their own.. He's not even using dirty trick. That photo is truly he used to sketch Nao. He's not using it for blackmailing NaoTai.. He told Taichi the truth about the photo and he even delete the photo after he confess to Nao.. He's a great guy.. His ex is fucking bitch! Go die! I wish Nishi found his true love some day..

    Yuki January 8, 2018 3:06 pm

    It's ok to be unstable, worried and fight with your issues. It's not ok to beat and rape your partner. End of the story. For me the manga died that moment.

    NekoNani January 8, 2018 3:54 pm
    It's ok to be unstable, worried and fight with your issues. It's not ok to beat and rape your partner. End of the story. For me the manga died that moment. @Yuki

    ...but that's the reality of it. Being mentally unstable leads you to do things you never thought you would do. Nobody is saying it's ok. Look at how many people get hooked on drugs just because they want to escape the demons inside their head. They never intended on becoming a junkie and hurt people they love the most, but it happens. Again, nobody is saying it's ok for him to do that, but this manga really touches on the characters internal struggles of acceptance and love...It's not always sunshine and rainbows

    Yuki January 10, 2018 2:34 am
    ...but that's the reality of it. Being mentally unstable leads you to do things you never thought you would do. Nobody is saying it's ok. Look at how many people get hooked on drugs just because they want to es... NekoNani

    Do you really don't see the difference between being nervous about your relationship and hurting your partner, who told you to stop several times? If yes, I don't see the point in further discussion. Many mangas includes worries about being in homosexual relationship, but SOMEHOW characters manage to deal with it without raping and beating their partners. I wonder why

    NekoNani January 10, 2018 3:52 am
    Do you really don't see the difference between being nervous about your relationship and hurting your partner, who told you to stop several times? If yes, I don't see the point in further discussion. Many manga... @Yuki

    That's another reality...they are different characters just like we as humans are different. Nobody takes pain and hardship the same. Just as i used drug addiction before,i will again. A junkie and a sober person experience the same hardship or "demon" and yet the sober person never turned to drugs and got proper counseling. Why? Maybe because they were raised differently or maybe because they have a stronger sense of self than the junkie, who knows...there are countless possibilities. The point is, the struggle might be the same, but we all deal with it differently. I think you are only looking at the outside and not internalizing it. To you, it may just look like nervousness...but it's much more than that. The human mind is still a mystery and even experts don't fully understand it...maybe never will.

    Ayaben January 11, 2018 3:04 am
    It's ok to be unstable, worried and fight with your issues. It's not ok to beat and rape your partner. End of the story. For me the manga died that moment. @Yuki

    Please, be my friend, I'm so lost with people saying "its ok, its ok".

chesanat0r July 3, 2017 6:27 pm

A lot of people are saying they will get mad if they kiss, but it showed that he woke up, and in the scenario that they kiss in this situation (based on the hundreds of yaoi I have read) he would kiss back and at that point it IS consensual. Unconscious, it might be bad but awake it is okay (of course only if he kisses back). So yea just throwing these thoughts out there I meant no offense. (〜 ̄△ ̄)〜

    Spoilers again! July 10, 2017 3:28 am

    He woke up but he believed he was dreaming as it said in the Manwha. So I'm confused....

    chesanat0r July 10, 2017 4:49 am
    He woke up but he believed he was dreaming as it said in the Manwha. So I'm confused.... @Spoilers again!

    Wouldn't it still be what he wanted? Or would that still count as nonconsensual? I'm so confused... ( ̄へ ̄)

chesanat0r June 26, 2017 7:32 am

Does anyone know any other mangas similar to thus one? This was amazing!
ヾ(☆▽☆)

    Darling21 July 10, 2017 8:45 pm

    Deadlock! Pretty great manga :)

    chesanat0r July 11, 2017 8:20 pm
    Deadlock! Pretty great manga :) Darling21

    Already read it, I love that one! (=・ω・=)

    Emma September 22, 2017 4:26 pm

    Acid Town is a little bit similar too

    chesanat0r October 1, 2017 1:57 am
    Acid Town is a little bit similar too Emma

    Thanks for the recommendation, it's good!ヾ(☆▽☆)

chesanat0r June 21, 2017 3:39 am

That plot twist though! It hit me like a slap to the face! ( ̄ε(# ̄)Σ

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