Such a nothing burger
Alex why you so stupid you thought you did something by taking such a bad decision
Such bad storyline
I am pissed but i will still read it
Did you really need to write 3 times shhdd what a boring life
But be professional bruh every other dlide he is reminiscing and acting all affected behave like a nirmal function your whole personality is that like tge blond
ig your life is too miserable
You so pathetic just because you are destined to take dih shouldn’t make you such a weak char
What with this over pathetic trope with bottoms in general
Femininity doesn’t equal to spineless and pathetic characteristics
he is not weak he is suffering and he is love sick, and fyi he's vulnerable cause he attempted that's why he's like that.
So a kid was his first love?
yeah, since modern romance often ties “love” to physical desire, people tend to forget that in literature (considering this manhwa is an adaptation of a novel with the same title), first love can also be about pure admiration, appreciating someone’s beauty, or even a meaningful moment that leaves a deep impression without any sexual desire at all. And that’s exactly what we see here. It’s still valid to call it first love. You just need to understand that love can take many different forms.
if you still find it weird because Yuri was 25 while Xinlu was 12, that's exactly why pov matters. We get to see how Yuri himself describes those feelings, and based on what's actually shown in the story, they don't fit the medical criteria or law for pedophilia either
Thank you. I was trying to think of a way to explain this early on in the chapters but couldn't think of the best description to use. But you have put it really well. Yuri had no desire. He witnessed something beautiful and it stayed with him. I once said I preferred the story here to Passion, which I have enjoyed but found this more in-depth and at points profound, and got shot down so was a bit scared to say anything else!
Bottom acting like he wont forgive top for raping him
But we all know how rape and non con has been normalised in bl so i know how it ends
Also was the rape arc necessary honestly
In this mlm sphere the authors seem to get off of using the rape and yearning and past trauma top arc very much
I should quit bl honestly
I might be unconsciously conditioning myself to tfind this normal too or maybe desensitising myself to all this toxicness
Bit maybe it is because i feel over shitty today
Maybe tmr will be different