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Jun better not chase after Silon and Silon better fucking get on his knees because you cannot have the victim be the one going after Silon after all the shit he fucking pulled. I’m going to be so fucking pissed if we have Jun chasing after Silon after telling him he’s leaving. And Silon being the fucking pathetic coward he is runs away and doesn’t even try to apologize for what he did. At least fucking apologize properly!!! You brought back a man who killed himself, then lied to him (fucking him) while he was your fucking brother in law the entire time, using him as a substitute, basically cheating on him knowing he liked you…you’re so fucking UGH Silon better have the longest fucking redemption arc.
And I better not see anyone excusing his behavior because if ANYONE pulled this shit with you, you’d probably unalive them. This is unforgivable shit. Who’d the fuck would be okay with sleeping with their sister’s HUSBAND??? This shit is disgusting so if they’re gonna end up together, Silon better create the cure to cancer for this shit he pulled.

The uke doesn’t need to flat out tell the seme he loved him back but as a reader, I never got the feeling that he liked him back at all, let alone love. All he asked was if the seme was okay with taking a chance with him…it felt like a summer fling and then became a yearly fling

Imagine someone kissing you but you believe random passing rumors, tf. I had to stop at chapter 2. So dumb. Waste of art on characters and plot like these.

I feel like the “seme” might be the uke of the story and the “uke” might be the seme. I feel it in my gut.

Yw knew taegu was a gangster who didn’t even help him during his most hardest times, especially when he literally begged him to help. I thought he would immediately stop yw and offer him help but it took him awhile after yw disappeared to look for him. I’m sorry, that was not worth defending a shitty guy like him when Seoin was trash talking him earlier. The more and more I find out things about him, the more I hate him. Why did yw act like taegu did so much when all he did was probably house him and give him a job, because of his own guilt?? Mind you, this was way after yw had begged him for help! I nitially thought taegu found him at his worst and that’s why yw was grateful towards him but he’s no better than a random stranger who offered help. So why was YW acting like Seoin couldn’t trash talk a fucking gangster when he’s still a shitty person til this day. He’s literally an abusive pimp til this day. This guy was born a gangster and is still a gangster. And why was Taegu acting like he’s all that different when speaking to Seoin like you’re even worse of a trash Taegu.

I really hope that Jaewon actually died because Seoin pushed him. I’d hate to hear that Jaewon did it on his own and got the last fucking laugh. I’d be so furious if that was the case. Or if Seoin didn’t, Jaewon genuinely slipped and died. I NEED HIM TO SUFFER RIGHT BEFORE HE DIED.

And people who are obsessed with Taegu because of your horny selves need to chill. As an adult who apparently was there for Yeongwoon since middle school, he watched him get abused by his dad and did nothing. ATP him getting mad that yw had been a victim of a bullying incident in the past is pointless because yw was already getting beat by his dad and Taegu did nothing! What is the difference between the two?? YW suffered and you as an adult did nothing. Seoin, even as a teenager, tried to protect him with the measly cash he gets from modeling. Even though he was abused and threatened, he tried to protect yw. Now that he’s all grown up, you’re into him and NOW you want to protect him?? Is that shit not weird or what? This is the man y’all want to f yeongwoon, who clearly showed his ick with Taegu’s touch?? Go read an ntr porn if that’s what you’re into.

I’ve been said this bitch mom needs to go to an asylum!!! She’s damaged Seoin and yw’s life beyond fucking comprehension. You’re so fucked up and I hope Seoin officially cut ties with the family or exposes them and their rotten selves. A mother who adopted to replace her dead son, an abusive and rapist of a cousin, their violent father, and Jaewon. Put all of them behind bars or in a hospital.

And seek help Seoin, you need a fucking therapist at least. I hope Seoin reflects and asks for forgiveness from yeongwoon. I understand Seoin had been hurt but he also needs to reflect how he’s hurting yw too. Stop overthinking, apologize, and sit down and listen to yw’s story. There must be a reason he was taking med don’t you think Seoin??

Aside from the fact that he has feelings for someone he knew when they were a literal middle schooler, he always abuses his other workers. Did we all forget he’s a gangster and he’s an actual asshole? Just because he treated the MC well doesn’t mean he’s a better person than Seoin. Taegu literally physically assaulted Hae-yool for not wanting to be with that rapist sponsor and threatening him to get back with the sponsor. Seoin and him are cut from the same cloth, the way they treat other people.

He’s an idiot who has lost his purpose. Like what is he even doing idk anymore. Throughout the story he doesn’t give two shit about his brother or his safety after getting with victor and he just thinks with his dick. Now victor is trying to help while yohan hasn’t even told Victor anything about his goal (despite knowing victor cares for him). He’s doing everything half heartedly and not thinking of the consequences. He needs to make a decision and stick with it. Like what is he currently trying to accomplish anymore??? I’m lost asf.

That’s literally sexual assault right there. Imagine being forced to kiss the very same person who has been abusing you for over a decade. That’s so fucking sickening. Gawd I hate Jaewon so badly. I hope he didn’t die peacefully. I hope he died a painful traumatizing death. Seo-in has been through it all.

I hate how people keep reducing seo-in to red flag and yeongwoon a pushover. The author has provided us a lot of backstory and context behind their actions. People in the real world do experience these things and their manhwa is simply trying to show a glimpse of how broken people act in these situations. Seo-in’s trauma, which clearly stem from his abusive family background, is clearly manifesting in his actions. Nothing is ever his and for the first time, he’s found someone that he wants to keep only for himself. Seoin doesn’t even have a birthday for himself, even that was taken away from him. So it’s clear why he’s very possessive of the things he value, especially yeongwoon. And yeongwoon acts that way because he’s always had to just take abuse from people he loves. His dad and now even Seoin. Not to mention, he doesn’t want to lose Seoin again. He’s clearly very traumatized, like buddy was out here having panic attacks and needed medications to get through it. I feel like the author is really working hard to show the psychological aspect of the characters and here we are, so focused on just their actions and not trying to put over selves in their shoes.


I wanted to add that most of the time obsession stem from fear, not love. Seoin had lost everything the moment he was adopted. He thought he had gained his mother’s love but even he realized it was never there to begin with. The fear of losing loved ones often cause people to distance or isolate themselves but at the same time, constantly monopolize or obsessed over that individual. It seems like Seoin is experiencing this behavior. He very much love Yeongwoon but the lines start to blur where love begins and obsession begins. This is why his love is very toxic because it’s mixed in with fear and obsession. Whereas YW’s love is a lot more pure as he’s never had to experience the loss of someone (when he was younger) but now that he’s older, he’s experiencing similar behaviors as Seoin (since he’s experienced loss).