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squiddy September 30, 2026 11:39 pm

I know they had a horrible start and he's lowkey(? Highkey) unwell but I know the bar is in hell when he said sorry and dropped to his knees and admitted his fault. That would work on me too

    Coco goddess September 30, 2026 11:50 pm

    Me too I would folded real quick and the bar is set below hell

    cheeseNjam September 30, 2026 11:57 pm

    LMAOOOOO but I can’t even pretend like I’m any better than yall. Ts would work on me too

    squiddy October 1, 2026 10:22 am

    Hopefully this only works because he's fictional and we won't tolerate this in real life because if it is (I've never been in a rs so i don't know) ... Then we're actually cooked

    Coco goddess October 2, 2026 4:37 am
    Hopefully this only works because he's fictional and we won't tolerate this in real life because if it is (I've never been in a rs so i don't know) ... Then we're actually cooked squiddy

    Well in rl I let myself be in ver long situationship with my highschool sweetheart even though we broke up not long after getting together in highschool. But yeah after highschool it was pure filth and I let it go on for so long because I was still young and dumb

    squiddy October 2, 2026 4:22 pm
    Well in rl I let myself be in ver long situationship with my highschool sweetheart even though we broke up not long after getting together in highschool. But yeah after highschool it was pure filth and I let it... Coco goddess

    Ohh. You were young so what you did is the best you could do at that moment. I hope you're doing better now and will be/in a relationship that actually helps you feel better

squiddy September 19, 2026 2:07 pm

Ahhh yess finalllyy it has been translated ಡ  ʖ ಡ it's been so long. I miss themm

squiddy August 29, 2026 5:20 pm

HE IS SO GORGEOUS SO ETHEREAL PERFECTION MAGNIFICENT A STUNNING VIEW. A PERFECTLY AND CAREFULLY CRAFTED MASTERPIECE. AN ANGEL SENT FROM ABOVE TO BLESS US WITH SUCH BEAUTY

YOU ARE SO BEAUTIFUL JAEYOUNG ARGHHHHHH

    squiddy August 29, 2026 5:21 pm

    Though there is this foreboding anxiety coz that bitch, Jun, is back

squiddy August 20, 2026 2:03 am

I'm scared of Jun entering their dorm and destroying the evidences (?) Jaeyong compiled ಥ‿ಥ

squiddy August 19, 2026 3:32 am

I miss my boys Dandelion and Theo and my Goddess Lady Christine. I've long wished for a day, especially for Dandy, to appear again. Thank you for these special episodes

squiddy August 9, 2026 5:55 pm

I just reread because of the official and realized that the police officer that that bitch Jun drugged was an officer that's supposed to help Jaeyoung. Saw his business card when Jaeyoung opened a drawer. I also saw Antisocial Personality Disorder, which I assume Jun is diagnosed with. And he was supposed to send evidences but it was no longer valid (uncertain)

I'm so grateful for the officials, things somehow makes much more sense now. Maybe that's why Jun told Jaeyoung to teach him how to be happy. ASPD, aside from an individual not having empathy or concern for others, they are also at higher risk of substance use and abuse since they usually feel detached and bored, they feel less happiness and fear, which is why they seek thrill. Drugs give that thrill and ecstasy they don't usually feel and he told Jaeyoung that it was the only thing that makes him feel happy "now", can't help but get addicted to it since starting doing it.

The one question I still have now is how is Seungmin related to the drugs, I'm worried about that scene where he told Jaeyoung, he was in pain because of him. I'm scared T-T of what that could imply.

It is stated that it H-100 is currently spread in Brazil and just about to get to Korea. 2018 - Jaeyoung got diagnosed/drugged, 2019 - disbandment, 2 years later, Seungmin had to be famous and won a contest (to help find drugs easier), met Jaeyoung.

So current assumption is that, his dad either died (he keep using "was") due to the drugs or in a psych facility (less likely, i think)

I don't know, I love that more clues can be gathered the more we read again.

    doragon August 9, 2026 5:58 pm

    Girl, i like where youre going

    jaeyoung August 9, 2026 7:11 pm

    ive read many theories and seungmin’s dad being the victim of the drug is so sad to me and i always wonder too why everytime anyone talks about his dad, he’s just like “yeah, we used to be close.” I’m still traumatized by banana fish so if its true.. dang. I’m still waiting for his full past story

    squiddy August 10, 2026 3:22 pm
    ive read many theories and seungmin’s dad being the victim of the drug is so sad to me and i always wonder too why everytime anyone talks about his dad, he’s just like “yeah, we used to be close.” I’m... jaeyoung

    So real, remembering anana fish makes me nervous, too. But im holding on to them being happy together as the ending, please. I can't accept any other endings aside from them having happiness

squiddy July 21, 2026 3:45 am

This bitchass, I get so mad thinking if he did what he did the same way to Jaeyoung. I hope you get fucked up and rot in jail, then in hell.

    July 21, 2026 10:11 pm

    Not easy to jail mfs with big big bags...

squiddy July 9, 2026 1:31 am

Even with the most secure person and with the most healthy communication skills, it is still difficult to remove all the worries that comes with the uncertainties in a relationship. It is so beautiful how they do their best to be a better person for each other, and lessen the burden of their partner, but also, carrying all their doubts by themselves as not to make their partner worry.

All their worries is rooted on their desire to be with each other for a lifetime. They make my heart melt.

squiddy July 2, 2026 3:36 am

They look so silly in the last panel, im sobbing while laughing Aaaargghhhhh this is so beautiful

squiddy June 16, 2026 10:27 am

I really really want to read this, i tried to read multiple times but I can't get past 3 chapters. It just feels heavy for some reasons I don't understand as of now. I get massive FOMO for not reading this since 2022. Arghhhh I don't know how to motivate myself ಥ‿ಥ

    yurilesbianlover June 16, 2026 12:03 pm

    i actually feel the same way ive read allot of angsty manwhas but for some reason this one …. idk maybe it was the crazy ass rape scene at the beginning if im recalling it correctly >_<

    squiddy June 16, 2026 5:43 pm
    i actually feel the same way ive read allot of angsty manwhas but for some reason this one …. idk maybe it was the crazy ass rape scene at the beginning if im recalling it correctly >_< yurilesbianlover

    Maybe you're right, it's the anticipation that something horrible will happen :'<. Anyway, I'll just try reading them anyway until I'll get past it. I feel like I'm missing out if I don't >.<

    Dabien June 16, 2026 5:49 pm
    Maybe you're right, it's the anticipation that something horrible will happen :'<. Anyway, I'll just try reading them anyway until I'll get past it. I feel like I'm missing out if I don't >.< squiddy

    I just finished it and yes please readd this is the type of story that starts low and continues to build upwards. It doesn't really get any more messed up for the MC and ML

    kagi June 19, 2026 10:41 am

    DUDE I GET IT i just lowkey skipped chapter i dont wanna read

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