I just reread because of the official and realized that the police officer that that bitch Jun drugged was an officer that's supposed to help Jaeyoung. Saw his business card when Jaeyoung opened a drawer. I also saw Antisocial Personality Disorder, which I assume Jun is diagnosed with. And he was supposed to send evidences but it was no longer valid (uncertain)
I'm so grateful for the officials, things somehow makes much more sense now. Maybe that's why Jun told Jaeyoung to teach him how to be happy. ASPD, aside from an individual not having empathy or concern for others, they are also at higher risk of substance use and abuse since they usually feel detached and bored, they feel less happiness and fear, which is why they seek thrill. Drugs give that thrill and ecstasy they don't usually feel and he told Jaeyoung that it was the only thing that makes him feel happy "now", can't help but get addicted to it since starting doing it.
The one question I still have now is how is Seungmin related to the drugs, I'm worried about that scene where he told Jaeyoung, he was in pain because of him. I'm scared T-T of what that could imply.
It is stated that it H-100 is currently spread in Brazil and just about to get to Korea. 2018 - Jaeyoung got diagnosed/drugged, 2019 - disbandment, 2 years later, Seungmin had to be famous and won a contest (to help find drugs easier), met Jaeyoung.
So current assumption is that, his dad either died (he keep using "was") due to the drugs or in a psych facility (less likely, i think)
I don't know, I love that more clues can be gathered the more we read again.
Even with the most secure person and with the most healthy communication skills, it is still difficult to remove all the worries that comes with the uncertainties in a relationship. It is so beautiful how they do their best to be a better person for each other, and lessen the burden of their partner, but also, carrying all their doubts by themselves as not to make their partner worry.
All their worries is rooted on their desire to be with each other for a lifetime. They make my heart melt.







I know they had a horrible start and he's lowkey(? Highkey) unwell but I know the bar is in hell when he said sorry and dropped to his knees and admitted his fault. That would work on me too
Me too I would folded real quick and the bar is set below hell
LMAOOOOO but I can’t even pretend like I’m any better than yall. Ts would work on me too
Hopefully this only works because he's fictional and we won't tolerate this in real life because if it is (I've never been in a rs so i don't know) ... Then we're actually cooked
Well in rl I let myself be in ver long situationship with my highschool sweetheart even though we broke up not long after getting together in highschool. But yeah after highschool it was pure filth and I let it go on for so long because I was still young and dumb
Ohh. You were young so what you did is the best you could do at that moment. I hope you're doing better now and will be/in a relationship that actually helps you feel better