Oh my gods the caring, the adoration, oh to have what they have, insane,,,
The way Seungmin always checks in with his little bunny, before during and after, just to make sure everything is okay and Jaeyoung isn’t forcing himself, the mutual desire, it’s so absolutely there, love is real and it’s beautiful
I read the novel and I know what and how will happens but damn it doesn’t make it easier while reading it all over again, fuck it’s painful,,,
Not the person whom you asked but I'm a novel reader too, so here's some spoilers;
- Cha Yiseok is a GREEN FLAG YANDERE and I love him for that. I didn't know that it's possible for someone to be a yandere and a green flag at the same time but Yiseok pulls it off beautifully and makes it feel so natural and effortless lol
- Kang Giha is deeply in love with Yaba, his love is one sided but he gets delulu sometimes convincing himself into believing that Yaba returns them somehow (yaba feels nothing but pure hatred for Kang Giha.)
- Yaba is a significantly more powerful healer than Cocaine and has the power to both heal and kill while Cocaine only has the power to heal AND COCAINE KNEW ALL ALONG.
- Cocaine is also a yandere, but he's the usual toxic kind of yandere
- Cha Yiseok organises a sex party/orgy on his
yacht and books the Paradiso singers so he can secretly do some brain scans on Yaba to find out if the bomb chip in Yabas brain was real or just a delusion
- Despite Cha Yiseok having genuinely absolutely no clue about the Paradiso singers being castrated and chipped and originally assuming it was just one of Yabas delusions; Yiseok is actually the real owner of Paradiso. He was a teenager who was drugged out of his mind when Paradiso was opened and just provided Giha with the building and money, and Giha did everything else. Yiseok didn't even open any of the letters Giha sent to the real owner, but Giha also never told the real owner about castrating the singers. Yaba finds the letters Giha wrote for the real owner in Yiseoks office and instantly recognised them bc he saw Giha put much effort into writing them. Yaba pretends to not have seen those letters in Yiseoks office and calls them "Bluebeard's Secret"
- Yabas older brother sexually abused Yana back when Yaba was a kid and Sejun (Yabas older brother) always thought of Yaba as his "lover". Also the disability Sejun suffers from is severe autism and his autism improved drastically but he's still not quite functional. And also Sejun is a Yandere too, because why not.
- Soonyi (Yiseoks pet snake) has a crush on Yaba too, so he sometimes bites Yiseok when Yiseok wants to get intimate with Yaba.
- Yiseok refers to Yaba as his cat and actually treats Yana as if he was n actual at sometimes. It gets to the point where he buys cat toys and cat products for Yaba. When Yiseok talks to other people about Yana, he talks as if he was talking about a pet cat.
- Cocaine attempts to murder Yaba but Yiseok protects Yaba and dies instead. After Yiseok dies, Yaba resurrects him with his sing but loses his voice in return. Cocaine also loses his hearing due to the song that Yana sang the o resurect Yiseok.
- Yiseok fakes Yabas death to buy time to surgically remove the chip from Yabas head save Yaba. Kang Giha fully believes that Yaba died but Cocaine does some research on his own thinking Yaba survived and then brings the proof of Yabas survival to Kang Giha.
- while eating at a restaurant with Yaba and Cocaine, Yiseok hurts himself. Cocaine heals him with a sing while Yaba goes to get the first aid kit (this was before Yaba and Yiseok knew about Yabas powers) and Yiseok takes a broken piece of glass and CUTS HIS OWN HAND bc he wanted Yaba to be the one to treat his wound, not Cocaine
- Cha Myungwhan gets fully cured from his cancer and actually sees how Yaba brings Yiseok back to life, so Myungwhan starts to stalk Yana
OMG I FORGOT TO ADD YISEOK'S REVENGE ON KANG GIHA!!
Yiseok gets revenge on Kang Giha for the awful things he did to Yana by cutting off Gihas balls with a knife and then pouring hot cement on Giha in an attempt to murder him but Giha survives bc for whatever reason he's the only person with plot armour in this story
Okay, why did Yiseok not kill Cocaine or Yaba kill Cocaine if he tried to kill Yaba? And does Sejun suffer for abusing his own brother? Also, when does Yiseok fall in love with Yaba and does he ever have sex with anyone else when he’s with Yaba?
And if Yiseok knew he was the owner of Paradiso, why did he never look into it before or use it as leverage or anything?
Yiseok is already in love with Yaba in the Mahnwa now, Yaba just simply doesn't notice until much much later. Yiseok started falling in love when he first saw Yabas face and then fully fell in love when he heard Yaba sing for the first time.
When Cocaine tries to kill Saba, he does that by shooting at Yaba with a gun, but Yiseok notices it and protects Yaba but gets hit instead. One of the bullets goes through Yiseoks heart and Yiseok dies instantly bc he was already severely injured before getting shot (he nearly died 2x in a row, one time he was healed by Cocaine the 2nd he was healed by Yaba, Cocaine tried to shoot Yana while Yaba a was healing Yiseok. The song that brought Yiseok back to life also destroyed Cocaine's ears, which makes Cocaine suffer, a lot. )
Yaba didn't attack Cocaine bc he knew that he was the target, not Yiseok, and Yaba tried to convince Cocaine to sing too when Yiseok got shot (Yaba is significantly more powerful than Cocaine but thought that Cocaine was the more powerful healer). Yaba didn't care about Cocaine because Yiseok was the only thing he cared about in that moment. He also saw Cocaine's villain arc as "getting even" since he had always felt extremely guilty for telling Kang Giha about Cocaine when he got caught. So in a way, Cocaine attempting to kill Yaba actually helped Yaba mentally bc the burden and guilt of being the one to drag Cocaine into the whole Paradiso thing was gone thanks to Cocaine's attempt at murder.
Yiseok knows that Cocaine is in love with him and tries to manipulate Yiseok into falling for him. Originally Yiseok played along (before he fell in love with Yaba) but later acted in ways around Cocaine that called Cocaine out on this. Cocaine was fully convinced that Yiseok didn't really love Yaba but was only addicted to Yabas voice and thought that if Cocaine heals the addiction away, Yiseok would fall for Cocaine instead. Yiseok proved to Cocaine that he does genuinely love Yaba when he sacrificed his life to save Yaba. Yiseok also fully accepted Yaba becoming mute and was supportive to Yaba (which proves that it was genuine love and not just addiction)
Since Sejun has severe autism, both Yaba and Yiseok end up blaming Sejuns mental illness for all the awful shit he did. Yiseok does consider taking revenge on Sejun originally but comes to the conclusion that there's no point in getting revenge from someone who's too mentally ill to even understand what's going on. So Yiseok sends Sejun to a psychiatric institution and decides to make his decision on how and if to take revenge on Sejun after Sejun gets mentally well enough to get released.
When Yiseok first finds out about Sejun he also asks Sejun to decide whether Sejun is Yabas brother or ex-lover and says that he'll decide how to deal with Sejun after he decides which of the two he is.
Yiseok stops having sex with other people when he starts to pursue Yaba as a romantic partner/lover. He does pretend to have sex in that orgy party on his yacht, but that's only to fool Kang Giha into believing that Yiseok is too high & drunk to scheme anything, so that Yiseok can snatch Yaba away into a private room for the brain scan. (Yiseok bought all the medical equipment necessary for that). The woman he pretended to have sex with was a doctor and performed the brain scan. Kang Giga and the other Paradiso singers believed that Yaba was just brought to the private room to sing while Yiseok fucks that lady, so Giha allowed Yiseok to take Yaba for 2 hours.
Kang Giha didn't know Yiseok was the real owner since Yiseok used a fake name/alias to run his shady businesses including the funding of Paradiso (Yiseok never did more than just fund Paradiso, Kang Giha was the one who built Paradiso which is why Giha wants to buy Paradiso). Yiseok pretended to sell Paradiso to Kang Giha in order to lure him into the trap where he'd take revenge on Giha. (When he had hot cement poured on Giha he fully enclosed him in cement and turned him into a cement pillar in Paradiso. Gihas men found him a few days later and made Cocaine heal Giha. But the fact Giha survived until he was found is pure plot armour.
Yiseok was originally funded Paradiso back when he was a teenager bc he wanted Giha to bring a healer to him that would heal his Sister from her mental health issues (the one who froze to death), but she died before Giha found Cocaine and Yaba, so Yiseok lost interest in Paradiso and stopped caring until he fell in love with Yaba. Which is why he just let Kang Giha do his thing for 10 years without even opening any of the letters Giha wrote to the owner. Yiseoks sister also that the same bug related delusions and hallucinations as Yaba does.
After Yiseok lost interest in Paradiso, but before falling for Yaba, he still used Paradiso to a) fullfil his sexual desires (since Paradiso ist a brothel) and to b) get recordings of influential people being freaky so he can blackmail them later on.
Giha had "security cameras" installed inside of Paradiso that he also used for blackmail purposes (Giha referred to the security cameras as insurance)
Giha also plans to blackmail Yiseok with recordings of Yiseok doing sexual activities in the necrophilia floor of Paradiso, so Yaba steals all recordings of the necrophilia floor to protect Yiseok (without Yiseok knowing about Yaba doing that, Yiseok knew about the necrophilia recordings from the get go though) Yaba gives the stolen necrophilia recordings to Yiseok during the orgy party when Yiseok wants to do the brain scan to figure out whether the bomb Chip was real or not. Yiseok, being completely devastated by the chip being real gets extremely sad about Yaba risking his life to steal those recordings. (Yaba smuggled the recordings onto the yacht by hiding them in his underwear).
Yiseok fakes Yabas death to save Yaba around the same time Giha finds out about Yaba having stolen the necrophilia floor recordings. (Contrary to what Yiseok and Yaba believed; Giha had no intention of ever letting Yabas chip explode and just wanted to scold Yaba when he found out about the missing recordings. Outside of the thugs/henchmen that work for Giha, Cocaine was the only one that knew about Giha being in love with Yaba).
Yes, around 20 people, including Giha, get killed by the song that Yaba sings in order to resurect Yiseok. Apparently the powers of a healer take life from one person and transfer it to another person while healing.
Since Cocaine can only heal, he transfers his own life force to the people he heals (this shortening his own lifespan) but Yaba who has the power to both heal and kill can transfer the life force from one unrelated person to another, so the song to bring Yiseok back to life took the life force from Giha and some other people and transferred it to Yiseok. Killing the people who's life force it took while bringing Yiseok back to life. Cocaine survived because he protected himself against Yabas song with his own singing (Cocaine's singing can neutralise Yabas singing and screams, which is how Giha and Imsoo survived Yabas scream when he and Cocaine got castrated.)
Cha Myungwhan was Close enough to see everything and hear Yabas song, but too far away to get harmed by Yabas song.
Yabas voice sounded like metal hitting metal instead of sounding like a human voice when he was singing the song that resurrected Yiseok.
Yaba lost his memory of what happened after Yiseok died, so while Yiseok is honest about Yaba resurrecting him, the lies about the corpses and claims that Cocaine was the one that killed them (Yaba doesn't know that Cocaine's screams are harmless and still believed that Cocaine had the power to kill and heal even though Cocaine can only heal)
Awnser below (I forgot to add a spoiler buffer in my prev comment, sorry ╥﹏╥)
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From the moment Yiseok fakes Yabas death up until Kang Giha died, Giha had been on an almost nonstop train of suffering (the only time he wasn't suffering during that time was when he heard the 'good news' of the real owner agreeing to sell Paradiso, but that was just Yiseok luring Kang Giha into a trap to make him despair and get revenge lol)
Because of Cocaine healing Kang Giha and Yiseok not knowing the extent of which Giha was healed, Yiseok ended up cutting Gihas dick off with a knife as well when Yiseok saw him after Giha survived.
That being said, the people who died due to Yabas song had a mind-blowing orgasm due to the song (quite literally, the song made them extremely aroused and they orgasmed so hard that their heads and genitals exploded quite literally and the corpses because unidentifiable)
ALMOST? BITCH??? ARE WE FR RIGHT NOW? LYING LIAR PANTS ON FIRE! By gods, Ido u big dummy! Sejin is looking for any excuse within himself and u to stay together and u keep pulling away with that “unworthy “ bs, I’m so mad, awful, awful, awful! And then he cries, baby, mixed signals all around!
Wait wait wait. Yes, Ido is dumb but Sejin was not looking for any excuse. He wasn't giving hints he wanted Ido to stay. I think Ido was waiting or looking if Sejin wanted him but after three weeks, he didn't see any signs. Sejin wasn't communicating (verbally or not) that he wanted Ido to stay. So Ido concluded he must leave. Ido was clear it's all up to Sejin.
Not saying sejin is communicating it right, but it’s very clear he wants for ido to fight for him, to give him reason to allow him back. He was disappointed and sad that ido didn’t show up at the launch again, because sejin wants him to be there and present and show that he needs him.
The perfume he held in his pocket, the way he was about to go to Ido, sejin is very much a hypocrite, with very much understandable reason I’m not blaming him for it cause his feelings are very messy for Ido, but he still very much looks for reasons why and how they could still be together even if he’s not fully aware of it himself, it’s the little things,
Ido needs to grovel bit more tho,,,,










The way Mr Liu is making my ace ass believe that sex might actually feel good what the hell,,, that’s too hot,
Same yoooo him making me think "maybe ass could be delicious" when I think actual naked bodies r grossss