Everything feels too shallow and moving at such a fast pace wtf, like this could have so much fucking potential especially for the angst part but MC seems like a pushover despite his gruff attitude (also kind of an idiot) and uke is practically annoying and confusing for me.
I know he's supposed to be toxic and obsessive but I can't grasp his main objective here—what, is he like very obsessed with MC and just enjoys tormenting him? I'm not quite a fan with the uke sleeping with other people either (seemed to be implied in another chapter) and vice versa because it makes his obsessive drive with MC too shallow. He says he only loves him, acts very possessive/obsessed as shown with the years of stalking and now coming back to him after MC's divorce, but the part showing how he's toying with MC's feelings feel performative
There are lots of points in the story that could be highlighted more for that emotional hit. MC seems to just give in too easily to the uke (ik he's his greatest love or some shi and felt very betrayed because of what uke did to him before) but its just not... Clicking right??? They just seem unreasonably horny and stupid
Yes, it's still a mystery why Ji loves Cheol so much but it's obvious with Cheol. He was his comfort whenever his father abused him and it seems Cheol is a gentle or caring lover before Ji outted him. Also he's kind of at fault why Cheol is like that. Continue reading this if you want a spoiler
He plans to kill Cheol when he abandoned him but changed his mind. You'll know in the next chapters.
Has anyone read the novel yet? Can you list some spoilers about the plot or events in the story?? I need to get hooked into reading
Currently reading. Mc yohan is a brave cute little pissbaby, basically a normal dude swallowed into demon hell. While crying shitting and throwing up he protects op ml that almost dies from monsters despite it being suicide and awakens as a human filter and can purify things, reversing the mutations of stuff that’s been in the abyss too long. He staves off ml’s craziness from mutation and together they unify the op hunter team the ml was the leader of. Yohan becomes their source of comfort, strength, and saves them all due to awakening as a purifier. He literally and figuratively humanizes them (they turn into disgusting warped monsters) and makes them feel safe enough to be vulnerable again. Accidentally ends up adored by all of them, very found family cute. Think traumatized soldiers adopting an emotional support yohan
I like mc, I don’t mind that he constantly cries and it’s even useful in the plot which was fun. He grows stronger over time and carries his weight in his own way. Tbh it’s valid to burst into tears in his situation of almost certain disgusting creative death.
Ml is cool. Reminds me of Jungbin from the hunter wants to live quietly with lightning powers, magic mental illness, and a crying kink. Respectful perv for yaoi standards. Even when he’s crazy he just chews on Yohan’s face a little bit, otherwise asks for consent 1st. Would reccomend reading











Why is it SO BIG.???#??