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Lilith September 12, 2026 7:38 pm

Hi sorry to bother but i read this so much time ago that I'm lost in the plot and I don't have the time now to reread. Can someone to me what happened? I thought he was a gangster, turns out he is like part of the cia(?) And I don't understand the current dynamic between mc and ml. Why did mc interfere with ml work?

    Flabbergasted September 12, 2026 10:13 pm

    Jake was never truly a gangster, he was handling an undercover mission as, like you said, he’s an agent for a ‘secret service’ (essentially the cia). The reason why shin is interfering with Jake’s work is simply, he has nothing to lose and wants to help the man he loves, he’s basically just ride or die. Their dynamic is more intense now, they sort of rely on each other a lot more since they’re more serious about their relationship. Hopefully that covered all your questions :)

    Lilith September 12, 2026 11:01 pm
    Jake was never truly a gangster, he was handling an undercover mission as, like you said, he’s an agent for a ‘secret service’ (essentially the cia). The reason why shin is interfering with Jake’s work ... Flabbergasted

    Thank you truly, now I understand finally(〜 ̄△ ̄)〜

    Flabbergasted September 13, 2026 1:09 am
    Thank you truly, now I understand finally(〜 ̄△ ̄)〜 Lilith

    Of course! Happy reading :)

Lilith June 10, 2026 11:20 am

Hi, i finished the story and it was a pain. The first 30 chapters or so were nauseous, even after I couldn't bring myself to like him. I can't believe people are calling this a redemption because what the ML did is a thousand times worst than what mc did. Even if mc killed an innocent person, torturing, raping and destroying his life only because he couldn't accept his love for him is sick. He was a madman and even in the other life he continues to be, thinking of hurting him to make him stay and being a black flag as bis as a house. Of course, there were cute moments but this can't excuse all the shit he put the mc through. He obligated mc to have his babies after being raped multiple times, he abandoned him and then when he tried to kill himself he only thought of himself. Not enough, he threw him out after birth for 2 years being raped for a piece of bread, only to bring him in and continuously raping him to have his babies. I hate him and I am repulsed by him, be it the past life or the new one.

    Micha June 10, 2026 3:43 pm

    I just read ch.5 and ml already annoyed me. What about his redemption arc? I’m considering whether I should continue or not.

    zelulu June 10, 2026 3:56 pm
    I just read ch.5 and ml already annoyed me. What about his redemption arc? I’m considering whether I should continue or not. Micha

    It’s not the good. The ML doesn’t really change more like destiny does because the MC does. There’s not real resolution on the ML’s part in my opinion and acknowledgement of what happened to the mc so if you want a satisfying oh my god I’m horrified by what I did I’m sorry. You won’t really get it here. There’s some moments that haunt him bbbbbuuuuuuttttt it’s chalk up to well I’m not that person so I will not and that just a dream. So yeah

    Micha June 10, 2026 4:58 pm
    It’s not the good. The ML doesn’t really change more like destiny does because the MC does. There’s not real resolution on the ML’s part in my opinion and acknowledgement of what happened to the mc so i... zelulu

    Did he find out that the MC was gang rap*d by those scums?

    Lilith June 10, 2026 8:41 pm
    Did he find out that the MC was gang rap*d by those scums? Micha

    Girl he knew the whole time. He was overjoyed by it too bcs he thought he was finally gonna break and cry or beg for mercy. The whole point of him torturing him in the first life is for him to cry, so that ML has prove that mc isn't a devil.

    Micha June 11, 2026 3:40 am
    Girl he knew the whole time. He was overjoyed by it too bcs he thought he was finally gonna break and cry or beg for mercy. The whole point of him torturing him in the first life is for him to cry, so that ML h... Lilith

    WTH? Did he even love the MC and feel jealous? Have you read Cry Me A River? Because it’s reminded me of the second couple where the seme wanted to see the uke broken beyond repair so the seme would be the savior and the only one for the uke in the end. Ugh! I hate the kind of seme who lets other people touch his uke.

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Lilith September 29, 2026 6:21 am

I once read this yaoi manhwa about a character named Ian who had powers and was ostracised for that in a religious kingdom. He them met ml who had the same power, found out that ml was a dragon and then the story had a looooooong arc explaining that Ian was a reincarnation of the ml lover.
I remember Ian has brown hair and brown eyes whilst ml has white hair and I think red eyes?? There was also the "brother" of ml that was the villain, he had blonde hair and blue eyes and killed the mc in his previous life

    that one chae seogeum lover September 29, 2026 6:26 am

    eternal covenant

    that one chae seogeum lover September 29, 2026 6:27 am

    HE KILLED THE MC IN THE PREVIOUS LIFE? dawg how did you read more than me yet forgot the name

    Hjyjmylove September 29, 2026 8:14 am
    HE KILLED THE MC IN THE PREVIOUS LIFE? dawg how did you read more than me yet forgot the name that one chae seogeum lover

    He didn't really kill him I think the mc jumped off,I don't really remember well tho

    Lilith September 29, 2026 11:12 am
    HE KILLED THE MC IN THE PREVIOUS LIFE? dawg how did you read more than me yet forgot the name that one chae seogeum lover

    Omg I'm so sorry I didn't remember when it happened, I should have put a spoiler warning, I thought it was revealed before the turning back arc

Lilith May 18, 2026 9:53 pm

How can I remove the desktop version? I accidentally clicked it while trying to bookmark a chapter and I can't reverse the chapters of any story back to the normal version. Please helppp

    Jinha May 18, 2026 9:56 pm

    Click on your pfp on the top right and youll see "mobile version". Hope this helps!

    Mushroom Under The Rainbow May 18, 2026 9:57 pm

    If I understand correctly, there’s an option in the three-bar menu, if you click there, will you be able to switch to the mobile version?

    Mushroom Under The Rainbow May 18, 2026 9:59 pm
    Click on your pfp on the top right and youll see "mobile version". Hope this helps! Jinha

    If you're using the desktop version, click on your profile icon at the very top right, and you'll see a menu of options—one of them lets you change that

    Lilith May 18, 2026 10:00 pm

    Thank you, the home page came back to normal, but I still see the chapters in the desktop version even if I click on my pfp and on mobile version.

    Lilith May 18, 2026 10:04 pm

    Ok I got it, I did the oldest trick in the book. Logout. Login. Simple as that, thank you for your help!

    Mushroom Under The Rainbow May 18, 2026 10:05 pm
    Thank you, the home page came back to normal, but I still see the chapters in the desktop version even if I click on my pfp and on mobile version. Lilith

    Maybe, when you have a chapter open, right at the top—before you scroll down, there’s a white bar with three lines on the right. Click on it, there you’ll find settings for how the chapters look

    Mushroom Under The Rainbow May 18, 2026 10:07 pm
    Ok I got it, I did the oldest trick in the book. Logout. Login. Simple as that, thank you for your help! Lilith

    Hshshahah, that's another way to do it

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