Probably unknown in US (or wherever else actually), my first fictional crush would have been Gacchan from Yattaman lol. How old was I? 5?? And no doubt I was jealous of his partner Ai-chan. I must have been an emotional 5 year old...
I don't remember too much, but I also had a crush on Howl from Howl's moving castle (who can resist that handsome f...... reply
I wasn't this bad when I first started... It used to be only couple times a week but now its every day. My morning (when I wake up) usually starts with reading BL (I even try to wake up early for this). I downloaded BL books in my phone so that I can read while going to school... When I come home, I open up mangago. And then I read yaoi till late a...... 2 reply
I don't think it's weird. If you want to fall in live, you just gotta try harder. I have a phobia of men, or rather I am super uncomfortable with guys (even my own family) and I also can't handle skin to skin contact at all, so relationships are not really in the near future for me. I'm also not pretty based on society standards, and I still want t...... reply
Tell me experienced people of this world,,, is there any good idea to what to do when you don't know what you wan't to do after high school?
I'm a senior in HS with absolutely no future plans. TBH I want a job where I can just read manga and sleep all day but unfortunately I don't see any postings for those on Indeed ;-; I did apply to like 2 schools just because, but i don't really feel like spending thousands of dollars (yes I'm in America) when I don't even know what I want to do. My mom ready to kick me out in 4 months, so I either need to get into school or find a job... But I don't know what to do.
Was there anyone else in a similar situation like mine who got their life sorted out..?? Plz help!
I've always had this problem where I feel tremendously disgusted when someone likes me romantically. First time I experienced this was in early high school when there was a boy who I texted often (personally didn't mean much by it) but then I heard that he liked me from his friend and I just felt to disgusted I actually ghosted him and blocked him. I feel awful for what I did, but I simply can't stand someone being in love with me, or even the thought of it. I identify as an Asexual, and I can like people (like I have crushes), but can't handle being loved. Is this just me??? Is this a mental problems that could be cured?? Any info would help thanks!
want to do plans for the future
