MY UPSTAIRS NEIGHBOURS KIDS ARE FUCKING BANGING ON THE FLOOR AND SHIT. ITS FUCKING NIGHT TIME. GUN TO MY HEAD IT GOT SO BAD I THOUGHT HE WAS GONNA BREAK INTO MY ROOM FROM THE SKY BECAUSE OF IT. HE IS STILL GOING. I GOT A HEADACHE FROM THIS.
Deadass I got COLLEGE in the morning. I gotta deal with annoying mfs during the day who needs a bath in bleac...... 2 reply
And in the KINDEST way my neurologist said
"Well man you are REALLY fucked up in the head. You also got FND. Anyways get therapy bcs you are FUCKED"
But he was such a chill guy yk. Like I came in for tourettes and how I've been worse and I just got actual help for the first time? I rarely find a doctor who actually acts like I'm a person so its ge...... 1 reply
That he got a fucking bird and NAMED IT after ME.
HE FULL ON SAID "Oh yeah I named my new bird after you" WHAT.
Even funnier to think the next time I saw him after he got into his emo ass arc that he REFUSED to even be NEAR me because he didn't like the gays.
Well you liked the gays a little bit to confess to me multiple times reply
Like womp womp I'm a disabled fuck who cares. But theres a limit on what I can and cannot take.
I am clinically diagnosed with tourettes syndrome. Sometimes when in tic attacks I cringe at myself because I sound like some mfs I knew in the past who faked tics for attention and/or just to say slurs. But I take medication for it so its less bad.
I'm...... reply
"Nightcore speed paint"
"How to kill myself"
"How to kill myself easy"
"Shitty anime on YouTube"
"Miss koboyashis dragon maid"
"Am I gay quiz"
"Yuri on ice" Followed with confusion on why I didn't see lesbians on ice. I was very VERY disappointed.
"19 days"
"Wtf is 19 days"
"If a hot tall girl asks me to read 19 days should I"
"do I like girls"
"Ho...... 2 reply
Had a guy specifically say he'd only date asian women and white women. Very into asians. Like really into them.
Also threatened suicide every time a girl didn't want to date him/talk to him. Like do it bro idfc.
Kept talking about a sex dungeon. In a group taxi. I felt so bad for the taxi man. His ass was not paid enough for that.
He also talked ...... reply
"Hes a twat to everyone but xyz" I hate it. A lot of people try to hype me on it but I swear to GOD its annoying especially when its not the "He is head over heals with mc and is grovelling like a DAWG but a dick to everyone else" because like if hes just less of a twat to the mc, its ASS
Also the "I like you but I'm gonna act like I don't and be ...... 1 reply
So I don't drink a lot as I take a lot of pills, but when I do I always get giggly. Like I'll giggle and have whimsy, sometimes I get like that and afterwards I have an existential crisis and wonder if I'm worth anything.
But its mainly thr giggles and such reply
I was slaving away writing and making jokes with her and her boyfriend about how I will do anything to avoid spending a buck. I mentioned in passing that I have used the same manga site for years. And they both asked "Oh what manga site do you use" Like gang I'm not usually a gatekeeping person. I show people how to pirate things on a daily, share piracy sites because fuck the big man yk. But I would rather skin myself alive, cover my self in lemon juice and then talk to half of my exes than mention mangago.me in public. Both looked at me like I shot bambis mother but on god I am not brave enough to explain mangago.me to anyone.
I do not want to see nor hear them mfs like "Hot take but taylor swift is xyz" and "I think *insert obviously bad thing* is wrong" I mean then things you have been argued with over. Like as long as its not like "I think racism is good" and suchlike.
Me personally my "hot take" is that special need schools need to fucking man up and yell at the special needs kids. I don't mean yell as it shouting but rather tell their bitch asses to shut the fuck up and pipe the fuck down. I want actual punishment for them mfs. I want them to fucking learn the horrors of the real world. I want them to KNOW that they can't do what the fuck they want. I would also like to point out. I have went to and go to a special ed school/college. I have gotten harassed over this multiple times which has resorted in irl threats of violence. I am also neurodivergent and physically disabled. I am not a little bitch in the sense that I will abuse, harass, stalk, threaten and suchlike people and excuse it on "Oh whell I'm autistic with a cane, so I can do this shit"
So for me I'm ALL IN E-books, manga, manwha, movies, shows, games, dlcs, anything I can get my grubby little hands on you name it. But whenever I mention I pirate shit someone acts like I just stole cheese from an anorexic mouse. I've seen some people on here have negative views one piracy (bit ironic but eh) and irl its always a mixed bag. Like they're ok with movie piracy but when I told some mf to just pirate the god damn Thomas the tank engine because I know these mfs around me will.never get a job they look at me like I just pissed on baby jesus.
I know I am probably biased to this as I was built on piracy from a young age and I personally don't see it as a big deal but I know some.people see it as a big deal so just want to see what peoples opinions are
So I met mine and it was fucking CREEPY AS HELL. I'm with my ma like 1 minute away from my house and we be walking to my volunteering thing. I look across the street and I just see this guy. He had my face, my hair cut, my hair colour without the dyed parts, wore and outfit similar to ones I own, similar build and was just a little bit taller and their skin looked like mine without anemia. And I looked back at my mum, and she was like "That mf looked just like you" And it fucking shocked me to my core. They looked about my age too???? My mum even said to me "If you weren't right next to me when it happend I'd probably ask what the fuck were you doing there randomly"
Like idk if anyone else has actually met their own doppelgänger before and what did they think when it happened
Because for me I've always pirated stuff. Growing up it was a common practice to know how to get things cheap and easy as I came from a poor home. And its shocking to me that nobody knows how to NOT talk about piracy. You mention you pirate stuff? That's OK. You legit in detail explain how you pirate stuff on socials? NOT OK. NOT EVEN IN THE SLIGHTEST.
Like my sister spent 4 hours coding and such to pirate adobe products when she was 14. Did she share that online? no. Because although my sister might be an idiot half the time, she knows better.
Like I actively pirate games. Why? I'm a college student. Take a guess. And I will NEVER share online how I pirate my stuff. I will share by word of mouth because my friend helped me learn how to pirate games like they did. My sister also shared her sites and things she used to pirate stuff. But never online.
So remeber. Gatekeeping is AMAZING if you do it online. Especially for piracy and piracy sites. You can ALWAYS share by word of mouth to people who you trust and you know won't fucking post it on socials