read a manga where the mc has split personality disorder or something a while back. He's a very timid person who was forced into a war and in order to cope with all the killing and horrible things he's done, his other personality handles it. His parents forced him into the war so he wants to take revenge on them and he hates his brother as well, though I think that his family actually loved him very much and tried to prevent him from going to war, but he was forced to go anyway because there was a stupid bet about whether or not he would break.
Looking for an isekai manga.
MC is from japan and got isekaied, but she doesn't have much mana so she uses it more cleverly. She's a mage that specializes in housekeeping?? or something like that, she makes going on adventures easier and more comfortable, like softening earth to make it more comfortable to sleep on
I'm not gonna say I hate the mother cause Claude is WAY WORSE, but man I do wish she did get some consequences sometimes. Everyone keeps shushing the shoeshiner and I feel like they should actually listen to him. He's an information broker, stop ignoring him for god's sake, he's the guy that gets you the most power!
the shoeshiner existing IS a consequence. it’s a comforting direction to the story because now we have another character who knows of ludia’s past outside of lyrica, and will not forgive her easily.
the family members are already aware of ludia’s past to an extent, and ludia herself is open about her having been a terrible mother to lyrica. but considering the fact that they’re seeing her improved state, i think it’s reasonable for them be protective and defensive on her behalf. the past cannot be undone, what matters is what she’s doing now to change it. but now no matter what she does, there will be consequences now (like the shoeshiner and him not liking her).
wait im asking bc i'm genuinely forgetting--did ludia ever like actually talk abt the abuse towards lyrica to someone other than lyrica???
if i’m remembering, on screen she’s mentioned to her husband about her alcoholic past, and i’m like 70% sure she’s mentioned on screen to him that she used to be a terrible mother while crying. (since they’ve covered a lot of bases before getting married, i’m assuming that she discussed her past behavior, as well as her alcoholism beforehand, bc on screen she’s gives the vibe of ‘as you know, this was my past’ when bringing it up. though tbh it’s reasonable to assume that she kept that details vague, which is why i said he knows it to an extent.) as for atil, he likely picked things up himself from researching her past (and finding her father as a result), as well as lyrica venting to him and saying ‘mother only keeps me around because i’m useful’ to him.