As much as I've been thoroughly enjoying the casual intimacy they've been having these past chapters, I do think that there is something deeply unsettling with how Heejae has been handling his own personal matters that just can't be ignored—matters that, while may not directly involve Garam, does [and will] end up affecting him at the end of the day.
Apart from the obvious power imbalance (which I doubt will ever level-out considering the nature of how their relationship started in the first place), there is also a very apparent epistemic disparity caused by the lack of communication on Heejae's part which only serves to exacerbate this. Him having to micromanage every extension of Garam's being; his sound, the venues he performs at, how he should be perceived by the public, any conception of success Garam enjoys (as evidenced by the people he invited behind Garam's back), down to his clothes, and to some extent, the people he hangs out with is a response to his guilt towards a past he can no longer change—he has no control over.
The present him who has now found a reason for being, his gem—his Horowitz, can only bathe in insecurity as he now has something he does NOT want to lose, as such, he will try everything tl prevent this from happening. Garam voluntarily leaving for his own growth and peace will force Heejae to reflect on this guilt and how he has acted because of it thus far (cause God know this man will NEVER go to therapy lol)
Garam is sooo freaking juicy, literally had to stop for a minute on one of the panels just to admire his thighs.
This has effectively ruined every other BL for me. I can't find myself having the same kind of excitement whenever I see new chapters of this. This is quite literally the first thing that I check when I wake up in the morning, I don't even check updates from other BLs anymore.
This has effectively ruined every other BL for me. I can't find myself having the same kind of excitement whenever I see new chapters of this. This is quite literally the first thing that I check when I wake up in the morning, I don't even check updates from other BLs anymore.
I feel like one of those girls who keep coming back to their ex with the way I keep opening this site just to see if there are any new chapters. Sage doing god's work as always!
Genuinely the best thing that has graced me this entire month, truly a hidden gem among all the tired and repetitive bl tropes out there. I'm glad I've found this.
Genuinely tho, what's up with all the trolls uploading fake chapters on almost every bl on hiatus? Y'all can't even troll properly cause the shit u upload is mad unfunny
Honestly, wtf was I even expecting picking this up after dropping it a long time ago
Literally went straight to the chapter and could not believe my eyes. Gotta be the first bl to stick a fist and a dihh into tiniest bottom I've ever seen.