I'm so loving the fact that both CONTINUES to suffer even after they "got" what they wanted. I love how even after all those experiences that they thought would be "worth it" has YET to come into fruition bcus instead of accepting Gyor betas yet real love for you Psyka, you went and made him into an alpha who will NEVER love you bcus the pheromones he running though his vines now belonged to a person who'll never return those feelings for you, HAHA BITCHES
Could he be experiencing a reverse imprint?? Bcus what the heck is a guiding addiction; for him or is it the ML??
Yes, he's definitely desperate to be useful. His mental state wasn't good even before all this. His compatibility with Jaeil is high, and the results are good, but... aren't they supposed to be better? The pressure is immense. Despite all this, I'm grateful that Jaeil isn't an idiot, otherwise this would be pure suffering.
Sanada and his unknowing heart situation are a perfect example of what it is to be a teenager, where you know your heart but you're still trying to figure out what it means and why it means that way. I do believe that Sanada might think he loves Misuzu, and he might, but I think it comes from a place where they also never had a chance, even as friends. I do think friendship fits them, but I do think Misuzu trying to force it to happen is what's causing more of this misdirected feeling into a place they shouldn't be to begin with. Misuzu and Kitahara are a perfect match for each other and can stand in this storm, but I also want to see Sanada be truly happy in whatever form or way that is, even if they can't be in each other's life or friends.










What a way for that bastard to go out, killed by the creation of his own making.....the crazy you made him is the crazy you got