The lore for Gozu was exactly what I was expecting, yet it still broke my heart; Especially given the many times Gozu had been physically and mentally broke over the course of this story and especially during intimacy when Eve was very intentional and purposefully would go slow, not rush and make love to him and refused any forms or types of actions if Gozu didn't give consent or was using it as an exchange. The one sentence that Gozu says in chapter 126, "When has my own life become precious?" shows how much he has grown. I love how, when you look back as readers, you can slowly start seeing the cracks in him, yet he was completely clueless. We as readers have always been given some form of internal monologue, yet in moments like this, it still feels very much like we're the outsiders looking in. Chapter 126 also did a great job of referencing the answers to the internal questions he began to ask himself in chpts 45, 49, 90, and definitely the latest chapters of 148- 153, which goes hand in hand along with how confused he the "boring" sex was feeling good & the chapter where he was freaking out bcus his body was has a natural orgasm in a very natural way but bcus it wasn't in his" regular sex" way which is full of him being overly hypersexual due to his various amounts of trauma warranted the reaction of when he talks about himself I'm a very derogatory way bcus that was one of his many coping mechanism
The way he had suspicions yet couldn't prove so that was a last piece of confirmation he needed
This story is a lot yet so little because the characters and their emotions are so heavy, but the author has yet to explain or explore their depths, so it seems shallow. You have the MC who broke off the relationship and left first for a promising future due to his talent, which fast-forward led him to a mediocre present. Meanwhile, the ML, who was floating in the wind then, is now living a well-lived and famous life that the MC who dumped him said he would have. Yet, their fast-forwarded reunion shows otherwise, so you have that to take into consideration, plus the "what ifs" of "I didn't think we'd meet again, and especially not in this way." This hints at why the idea of the title "what ifs" can lead you into insanity because I can bet each has had them throughout their reunion, but reality can be deceiving.
The question I have is, if being in desperate need of money was his "driving" point, then he would be power bottoming through those agreed "meetings" bcus his BDSM kink would be getting fulfilled yet to me it seems like a cover-up for him because instead, we're seeing him hate every minute of it due his "needed for money" aka could have been some consent from the jump but definitely condition to "like" it as time when on. While, he continuously runs from the ML every chance he gets. So, for me, his need for money was half the truth, but the real reason was because of the guilt he carried after the ML accident and him falling in love before any of those things transpired and when the ML was a minor at the time.....so if anything that seems where he's relaying on the meetings to drive that feeling out him which of course didn't work for nether one of them and especially then and definitely not now for the ML since he's an adult
Why would they think it was a good idea to keep him in the dark especially giving the fact that he went there solely with the intent to DIE and ALL OF YOU KNEW IT!!! IT WAS FCKED UP ON HIM TO ASK THAT LET ALONE THEM DECIDE TO HONOR IT yet played in his face like everything was sunshines and rainbows. Given the fact that they all know how YW is as a person then what in the world do you think his reaction gonna be bcus it's NOT a "that's life" and just go on living happily with his brother. NOO!! You lucky if he JUST breaks down, cut all contact and become a shut-in for the rest of his life but knowing him he'll 1000% probably go off the deep end or trying something..... just a bunch of stupidness
I'm so proud of him for continuing to stand his ground and to keep defending himself because why is it that the person who was hurt must be the one to fix the relationship with the person who is at fault? I've never understood why those who were harmed, hurt, or traumatized are the ones to be the "bigger" person and are expected to fix, mend, and apologize broken and severed ties, IT'S A BUNCH OF BULLSHIT. His brother deadbeat ass got married and is still living at home with his mom.....well, that was to be expected, given the fact that she enables him and now he's brought another person into his mess of things "done yet never throughout" series aka a thoughtless mama boy with no future nor plans for life.....it's a sicken epidemic.
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Wait, he fantasize about being fucked & is YET actively looking for a woman to settle down and get married; Is he looking to be pegged?? I'm confusion...He needs to stop and figure out this out; This is going to be a messy I can already tell...
The last paged showed that CRAZY look in his eyes of a man who FINALLY found someone who matches his freak from head to toe
Ummmm, now I ain't no expert on proposals but I know he is at least supposed to awake to hear you say yes....but jealously can create poor timing
He went out for hot sex and found a hot man to give it to him. The question is, will it end as a ONS or bloom into something more? I'm on chapter 4, and this is very much giving unhinged DOM energy, which does have me conflicted. Both are amazingly handsome, but I'm not going to lie, the ML is insanely handsome. For just chapters 8-9 alone, I do like that he's becoming more princess-like and is starting to lean into the ML despite his hard-shell persona. I think if he chose to accept this relationship and acted all cheeky with heavy brat energy, the ML would definitely cave in, treat him right, and love him. It's clear from that casual and calm "sister-in-law" that it seems those around the ML have taken a liking to him, so being a Yakuza wife might be closer than he thinks, I'm just saying
Who's shocked at the fact that his bitch ass knew about his feelings yet chose to played oblivious until it benefitted him and purposefully backed him into corner using blunt force and manipulated control, it's not me
You having a reputation of being a grade A asshole who hasn't done crap with their life but start fights, make mess and problem that U DON'T EVEN CLEAN UP but YET him being a gay man is where you draw the line and want to talk about holding up family values..... GO SIT UR ASS DOWN SOMEWHERE
His "friend" is one creepy person.....the way he is so h3ll bent on keeping those two a part like he's testing his loyalty or just being downright controlling AND HERE IS HECK THAT BOYFRIEND OF HIS!! COME AND GET HIS ASS NOW!!!
So all that big talk from Mr. High and Mighty was really the call coming from inside the house; A good old case of the pot calling the kettle black; And him having the nerve and balls to think he dirt went unsee and unknown
Isn't the person he is too busy crushing on is a MFKING ALPHA!! Plus he has a boyfriend at that....so that this point block the ML and go-on about your business bcus now it's coming off as plain mean and hypocritical
What a way for that bastard to go out, killed by the creation of his own making.....the crazy you made him is the crazy you got
I'm so loving the fact that both CONTINUES to suffer even after they "got" what they wanted. I love how even after all those experiences that they thought would be "worth it" has YET to come into fruition bcus instead of accepting Gyor betas yet real love for you Psyka, you went and made him into an alpha who will NEVER love you bcus the pheromones he running though his vines now belonged to a person who'll never return those feelings for you, HAHA BITCHES